Anyone else tired of life

[undo445]

Just feel like they aren't cut out for this? I didn't ask to be born but my Dad doesn't fail to vocally remind me that I am a loser. I have Schizophrenia, a severe mental illness, and I know that will just disorganize my thinking so much that I can't even function. Tired of being the butt of jokes and just being on the receiving end of the worst of people. While on the opposite side my brother was a D1 college football athlete and even played in the NFL while I was the worst on the team. This just goes to show how brutally unfair life is. No matter how hard I fight the result is always the same. I'll be at ease when I finally catch the bus.

 

[TBONTB]

Just feel like they aren't cut out for this? I didn't ask to be born but my Dad doesn't fail to vocally remind me that I am a loser. I have Schizophrenia, a severe mental illness, and I know that will just disorganize my thinking so much that I can't even function. Tired of being the butt of jokes and just being on the receiving end of the worst of people. While on the opposite side my brother was a D1 college football athlete and even played in the NFL while I was the worst on the team. This just goes to show how brutally unfair life is. No matter how hard I fight the result is always the same. I'll be at ease when I finally catch the bus.

 

[undo445]

I don't think your reply showed

 

[TBONTB]

Gosh, I'm sorry for the mental illness. That's a super tough break. Also sorry that your father isn't supportive.

 

[itsgone2]

Agree. You said it best: not cut out for this. Not even close tbh.
I think the reason I've made so many mistakes is that I've just never cared. But now those have caught up with me.
Also recently concerned about being autistic. Never thought about it until so many here mentioned it. So many challenges in life. I didn't do well with them and just want to fade away sooo badly.

 

[mychois]

Just feel like they aren't cut out for this? I didn't ask to be born but my Dad doesn't fail to vocally remind me that I am a loser. I have Schizophrenia, a severe mental illness, and I know that will just disorganize my thinking so much that I can't even function. Tired of being the butt of jokes and just being on the receiving end of the worst of people. While on the opposite side my brother was a D1 college football athlete and even played in the NFL while I was the worst on the team. This just goes to show how brutally unfair life is. No matter how hard I fight the result is always the same. I'll be at ease when I finally catch the bus.

I feel sorry for your situation and wish you peace.

Just feel like they aren't cut out for this? I didn't ask to be born but my Dad doesn't fail to vocally remind me that I am a loser. I have Schizophrenia, a severe mental illness, and I know that will just disorganize my thinking so much that I can't even function. Tired of being the butt of jokes and just being on the receiving end of the worst of people. While on the opposite side my brother was a D1 college football athlete and even played in the NFL while I was the worst on the team. This just goes to show how brutally unfair life is. No matter how hard I fight the result is always the same. I'll be at ease when I finally catch the bus.

I feel sorry for your situation and wish you peace.

 

[Irisse]

Just feel like they aren't cut out for this? I didn't ask to be born but my Dad doesn't fail to vocally remind me that I am a loser. I have Schizophrenia, a severe mental illness, and I know that will just disorganize my thinking so much that I can't even function. Tired of being the butt of jokes and just being on the receiving end of the worst of people. While on the opposite side my brother was a D1 college football athlete and even played in the NFL while I was the worst on the team. This just goes to show how brutally unfair life is. No matter how hard I fight the result is always the same. I'll be at ease when I finally catch the bus.

I feel the same way, I'm definitely not cut out for this BS. My parents were good people but I was raised for a world that never existed, one where everyone is kind to each other. I'm sorry that you have schizophrenia and that you feel inferior to your brother, but you're not a loser, you couldn't have chosen this. I definitely relate as I've seen first hand how unfair life is and I also feel like the result is always the same no matter what I do.

 

[Hollowman]

Been tired of it for years.

 

[PaxAmericaX]

For me 'yes' the dragging on is hardest. Like knowing i have to wake tomorrow and go through it again really grinds me down. I feel my soul being destroyed.

 

[rainatthebusstop]

Just feel like they aren't cut out for this? I didn't ask to be born but my Dad doesn't fail to vocally remind me that I am a loser.

Classic Dad maneuver, really.

But yeah I feel you buddy. I wish it was as easy as falling asleep and never waking up again

 

[Cosmophobic]

Yes but it just keeps happening. Like a movie that won't end. *i'm looking at you Return of the King*