No, lol, everybody was pissed as fuck. I had my attempt ten years ago. I did it because of my anxiety and depression. Then when I started having my symptoms from my chronic pain illness, everybody had a harder time believing me because they thought it was all in my head. So in a way, I wish I didn't try to kill myself because they would have taken my physical illness symptoms seriously since the beginning instead of thinking it's related to my mental health.