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lameemo

lameemo

autism +cptsd
Aug 16, 2024
30
I don't care about the pain too much. But I simply cannot take this anymore, I've been at my snapping point for months.


I have around 2k to spare. I'm on the USA. Another issue I have is, I want to make sure it will kill me. I can handle the pain to do, but I'd rather not end up permanently disabled. So they lock me in a cage. I'm already mentally disabled
 
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Bishop

Bishop

People die the way they lived
Mar 24, 2024
508
 
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lameemo

lameemo

autism +cptsd
Aug 16, 2024
30
Ahh thank you so much! I knew there was a resource like that somewhere :)

Edit: it's just been a few years since I've been on this site
 
LaetumCat

LaetumCat

I like to play with sharp items
May 11, 2025
124
Same. Though, unlike you, I'm pretty picky about my method haha. I've just been going back and forth, researching many many methods, with no definite answer...
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Trial Mod
May 4, 2025
407
Yeah. Have ready access to a couple of methods at my disposal and don't know which one I can go with. I think I'd be able to jump readily if I had the option but I can't so I have to suffice with other methods. Thought hanging would work but couldn't get myself to pass out and when I jumped off a chair the survival instinct from my body was so strong I lifted myself up through the rope. I have a couple more peaceful methods I'm considering but keep putting off because I want the time to be "just right" for them.
 
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ZeroRedz02

ZeroRedz02

Waiting GTA 6 constantly but my choice is to leave
May 21, 2026
152
Yeah. Have ready access to a couple of methods at my disposal and don't know which one I can go with. I think I'd be able to jump readily if I had the option but I can't so I have to suffice with other methods. Thought hanging would work but couldn't get myself to pass out and when I jumped off a chair the survival instinct from my body was so strong I lifted myself up through the rope. I have a couple more peaceful methods I'm considering but keep putting off because I want the time to be "just right" for them.
What are the others peaceful methods?