Anyone else here because they will never have another girlfriend

[unloveable27]

My long distance ex left me and no other woman will ever want me because I'm only 5'9 and been visually compared to ed sheeran by several strangers. I can't compete in the modern dating market as a sub 8 male.
I'm 27 now and and if I'm still a virgin by this August I will CTB.
Romantic love and raising a nuclear family is the main purpose of life. I don't want to contribute anything positive so I mainly write violent and disturbing stories full of rape and torture. I think about and cry over my ex everyday. I wish I never drank and could take it all back but I can't. I've lost motivation to work on anything that isn't hateful because I hate the world depriving me of the best experience of life due to a genetic dice roll and want to give back as little to society as I can. I will never get a job and plan to rot writing violent stories in my parents basement. Hospitals have been useless and more stress than relief.
I would rather be dead than be a 28 year old kissless virgin

 

[LogosBipartitusEst]

Nuclear family, this natalist shit, is what got us all here. Its part of the same process that makes us suffer.
Not having kids is a great thing, even if its just because you could not find a partner.
Just hire some prostitute.

 

[byec560]

Nuclear family, this natalist shit, is what got us all here. Its part of the same process that makes us suffer.
Not having kids is a great thing, even if its just because you could not find a partner.
Just hire some prostitute.

Anti-natalism gang. Def don't think a prostitute would fix OP though. Neither would a relationship, for that matter. OP, you're 5'9, it's not like you're a hobbit. Ed Sheeran isn't ugly, if he was, he wouldn't be a world-famous pop star. Dating standards are rough, but the amount of dudes walking around out there who aren't "sub 8" is pretty small. Not to give you some reductionist platitudes about how you just need to grindset and things will 100,000% work out for you, because that's stupid, but if one long distance breakup has reduced you to rape and torture fantasies, it sounds like there's more at play than just being 5'9 and "sub 8."

"Romantic love and raising a nuclear family is the main purpose of life"
According to who? These are both two relatively recent concepts in the grand scheme of things. Historically, the "it takes a village" mindset has been far more common, in some places in the world people still live with much more extended family than in the nuclear family structure. Ofc love stories are a tale as old as time, but marriages of convenience and practicality have abounded for most of history. Speaking as somebody also obsessed with love and romantic failures, even I think you might be a tad rigid in your thinking.

 

[unloveable27]

Nuclear family, this natalist shit, is what got us all here. Its part of the same process that makes us suffer.
Not having kids is a great thing, even if its just because you could not find a partner.
Just hire some prostitute.

Not having a girlfriend or a chance at one is the reason I want to CTB. I'll never have another partner so CTB is my only option. Life is so tedious and slow all alone all the time. Its not worth it.

 

[babyneo1]

I miss my ex everyday, that's why I'm here partially

 

[unloveable27]

Anti-natalism gang. Def don't think a prostitute would fix OP though. Neither would a relationship, for that matter. OP, you're 5'9, it's not like you're a hobbit. Ed Sheeran isn't ugly, if he was, he wouldn't be a world-famous pop star. Dating standards are rough, but the amount of dudes walking around out there who aren't "sub 8" is pretty small. Not to give you some reductionist platitudes about how you just need to grindset and things will 100,000% work out for you, because that's stupid, but if one long distance breakup has reduced you to rape and torture fantasies, it sounds like there's more at play than just being 5'9 and "sub 8."

"Romantic love and raising a nuclear family is the main purpose of life"
According to who? These are both two relatively recent concepts in the grand scheme of things. Historically, the "it takes a village" mindset has been far more common, in some places in the world people still live with much more extended family than in the nuclear family structure. Ofc love stories are a tale as old as time, but marriages of convenience and practicality have abounded for most of history. Speaking as somebody also obsessed with love and romantic failures, even I think you might be a tad rigid in your thinking.

It's simple, women are the choosers and apps gave them such a wide pool to choose from they have no reason to settle for less. None of them want a short autistic with a fetal alcohol syndrome face. My only outlet besides drugs is working on art projects which are meant to be as hideous and cruel as possible.

Anti-natalism gang. Def don't think a prostitute would fix OP though. Neither would a relationship, for that matter. OP, you're 5'9, it's not like you're a hobbit. Ed Sheeran isn't ugly, if he was, he wouldn't be a world-famous pop star. Dating standards are rough, but the amount of dudes walking around out there who aren't "sub 8" is pretty small. Not to give you some reductionist platitudes about how you just need to grindset and things will 100,000% work out for you, because that's stupid, but if one long distance breakup has reduced you to rape and torture fantasies, it sounds like there's more at play than just being 5'9 and "sub 8."

"Romantic love and raising a nuclear family is the main purpose of life"
According to who? These are both two relatively recent concepts in the grand scheme of things. Historically, the "it takes a village" mindset has been far more common, in some places in the world people still live with much more extended family than in the nuclear family structure. Ofc love stories are a tale as old as time, but marriages of convenience and practicality have abounded for most of history. Speaking as somebody also obsessed with love and romantic failures, even I think you might be a tad rigid in your thinking.

Rigid sure but not wrong. I prefer the old way. I wish i was born two decades earlier