MisterOGBongWater
Student
- Aug 30, 2023
- 143
The realization that youre in control.
the love of my life isnt gonna run up out of nowhere and swipe the shotgun from my hands.
nobody can tell you anything
this is the fate ive decided on.
Why am i so scared to do it right now? this is what i want. what am i waiting for? things to change?
when will i learn that in the end im truly alone. this sickness is going to kill me. suicidal ideation is a sickness. i feel so sick. and i feel so forgotten, i am destined to die anyway
the love of my life isnt gonna run up out of nowhere and swipe the shotgun from my hands.
nobody can tell you anything
this is the fate ive decided on.
Why am i so scared to do it right now? this is what i want. what am i waiting for? things to change?
when will i learn that in the end im truly alone. this sickness is going to kill me. suicidal ideation is a sickness. i feel so sick. and i feel so forgotten, i am destined to die anyway
