Anyone else binge eat and think like this?

[Lirisu]

Usually I'm anorexic and straight up refuse to eat, but when I binge I give myself the excuse of "it's okay I'll just CTB later!". Does anyone else think like this lol?

 

[pyx]

yea. some days I eat less than 600cal, while other days I binge eat for this exact reason

 

[Username1359751]

Lately since I plan to ctb in a few months I haven't restricted or bothered to eat very healthy. I also don't have a proper kitchen, fridge, oven, stove top, microwave etc so it's that much more hard to eat healthy.
I've never been able to majorly restrict to a goal weight though; opposite problem. But since ctb has been in my head I've been less crazed to stay below my "depressed weight."

 

[lizzywizzy09]

I've got health issues so I'm actually trying to look after what I eat now (somewhat) so I can retain enough strength to ctb. Getting lots of blood work done and such to see where I'm at.

 

[Kavka]

Not when it comes to food, but I can relate to this line of thinking when it comes to other things. Future me isn't such a big part of the equation anymore when it comes to (not) doing things. It's not like I'm actively ruining a possible future as I want to keep my options open, but I'm not doing things just because of some future return on investment. I still brush my teeth, but I don't floss!

 

[Iloveher]

I want to cbt but I eat as healthy as I can as I am a gym rat. I dont have many joys in life but I do enjoy staring at my body in a mirror and flexing. I know its shallow but it is what it is