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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
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It's weird that what people see when they see me isn't me at all. When I die, they'll grieve a person who never existed because they never knew the inner me.
 
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edu0z

edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
I'm sorry you're forced to do CTB... I wish you felt better
 
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Costrecce

Costrecce

Just a lil Dragon lad
Aug 21, 2023
42
Definitely. It's crazy that people don't think your depression, self-hate and suicidal thoughts are that serious, because you just happen to smile and laugh sometimes. They ignore you when you're crying, panicking, angry, or empty. They only care when you seem happy and you can give them good feelings.
 
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Celica45

Celica45

Pain makes life life, but too much makes it hell
Aug 22, 2023
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I totally get that, it's awful most of us constantly feel like we have to hide how we actually feel. I hope you can find someone who'll get to know the real you, you deserve to be understood.
 
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Ambivalent1

Ambivalent1

🎵 Be all, end all 🎵
Apr 17, 2023
3,278
I totally get that, it's awful most of us constantly feel like we have to hide how we actually feel. I hope you can find someone who'll get to know the real you, you deserve to be understood.
I'm not hiding anything. Im very open with people. But what I say doesn't match my face. I sound worried or upset but my face shows otherwise.
 
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