Any societal changes that would almost certainly push you over the edge?

[thetwilightzone]

I don't know if anyone has a similar experience but for me if Nurofen Plus in my country, Ireland (codeine containing product) becomes OTC like in Australia then I will almost certainly off myself. It sounds really ridiculous but for me, recreational drugs are the only things that don't make me think about the shittiness of existence.

Since I don't have a circle of friends, getting drugs from people is not an option. I can't order online because I've already been cautioned by the police or prescription forgery. It won't look too good to get charged with a shipment for the importation of drugs.

Along with that, I feel that the world is entering a police state with all the "smart devices" that we have. People fear that one day, they'll be able to listen into our houses. 1984 looks like it's around the corner.

Pretty soon, I'll go mad and just do it one day. I'm already that unstable.

 

[Breelia]

Am I reading this right? You use nurofen plus recreationally? I'm super jealous of your low tolerance levels!

 

[thetwilightzone]

Am I reading this right? You use nurofen plus recreationally? I'm super jealous of your low tolerance levels!

Well the last time I used it was 6 months ago (not due to avoiding it but a lack of any money). I'll probably be getting money now so I just hope that the pharmacists don't deny me.

 

[Breelia]

My mind is blown!

 

[Oblivion]

My mind is blown!

why?

 

[RitaM]

Presumably because it's unusual to be able to feel high on a relatively small amount of codeine. When I was using it to relieve my depression, I was taking upwards of 100mg at a time. I think there's about 25mg in dose of nurofen plus.