Any ending life tips?

[Mackerel]

I'm an uni student and literally have been abused my whole life emotionally and physically, Im away from my family and very close to being homeless even though I work 3 jobs and Im failing my classes. I cannot do it anymore and it will never get better im planing to do it with SN or N, the thing is I can buy N off the deep web but Im scared that I will get scammed so I will be homeless and alive🫩, I dont want it to hurt, Im also planning to do it with SN but I'm scared because what if I throw up, get found, and I don't know much about SN such as how long it takes until it starts working. If anyone has some painless methods and some that my family and friend doesn't find out that im weak and dead. I live in an county wich has really strict drug, gun whatsoever laws

 

[Kayla]

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[FuneralCry]

It's just so cruel and terrible to me how there's all this extreme pain and suffering in existing, I see so much dreadful cruelty in how Nembutal isn't accessible, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[rainatthebusstop]

Have a backup method or combine two methods that could work for you during your attempt.

 

[Cyc]

The only piece of advice I can give is to not act on impulse. I've seen people ruin their lives because they've attempted to CTB on impulse, it's NEVER worth it. Suicide should be a well thought out, planned decision that you're FULLY committed to. If you even have the slightest of doubts then you shouldn't do it imo cuz you'll be more likely to fail

Have a backup method or combine two methods that could work for you during your attempt.

How could you combine 2 methods?

 

[rainatthebusstop]

How could you combine 2 methods?

One example I saw on here was someone shooting themselves in the head while also having a hanging prepared so that in case the miss the brain stem (unlikely, since I think they wanted to use a gun high a caliber over .30 (I know jack shit about guns)) the recoil would hopefully knock the chair over and hang them.
It's usually a thing that I see more combined with OD'ing. Like if you OD in a bath there's a higher chance of you dying because even if the drugs only sedate you you can still freeze to death (or at least I read that in a novel) or if you OD and put your head in a plastic bag you'll asphyxiate faster (at least that's what the bereaved father of a girl who died this way told us in drug prevention).
So essentially if you plan your suicide around complicating factors for your "rescue" you raise your chances of success.

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

The only piece of advice I can give is to not act on impulse. I've seen people ruin their lives because they've attempted to CTB on impulse, it's NEVER worth it. Suicide should be a well thought out, planned decision that you're FULLY committed to. If you even have the slightest of doubts then you shouldn't do it imo cuz you'll be more likely to fail

I'm in awe of people with well planned suicides. I admire the strength of mind involved in procuring a poison, checking into a hotel, and going through with it. I'm relying on impulse to suddenly grab me and make it possible. That said, I think I know how to FSH by now. Though there's a significant % or survivors, and I could be found at home.