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wait i'm goated
- Feb 12, 2023
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ive felt anxious all day and it's just been worsening and now it's turning into an anxiety attack i think. i cant breathe or stand and theres nothjng i can do about it. i have no oke to reach out to becahse im worthless to everyone and everyone left me. i exhausted mang resources and reached out in different ways bht nothing works so what am i supposed to do? i jsut have to sit hwre, hyperventilating while the thohghts continhe to worsen and pile up. my only options to feel some hint of relief are cutting myself or banging my head agajnst some metal until i'm to dizzy to rhjnk about how alone i am.
i think ive fucked yp a lot and i hate myself but i dont know if i really deserve. to experience this every single day of my life with almsot no breaks. and jm not shre if i desevrve to be hated like this when im trting my best now
even the peopel who swear that you can come to them dont give a fuck. "reach iut anytime" means nothing, no one cares. everyone says it out of necessity, no one cares.
i think ive fucked yp a lot and i hate myself but i dont know if i really deserve. to experience this every single day of my life with almsot no breaks. and jm not shre if i desevrve to be hated like this when im trting my best now
even the peopel who swear that you can come to them dont give a fuck. "reach iut anytime" means nothing, no one cares. everyone says it out of necessity, no one cares.
