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RacilyDank

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Sep 3, 2018
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I have really bad anxiety. I am getting my hands on some benzos soon.

Also would like to try mirtazapine. Don't care if I gain weight. What were they like?
As with all psych meds everyone will react differently. However my experience was that it made me sleep for 12 hours a day and eat everything in sight without ever feeling full. It did nothing for my anxiety or depression
 
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BurningLights

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He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
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Please for the love of fuck, don't go down the benzo road. I thought they saved me. But little did I know that I would be left, broken with nothing. It's not worth it man.
 
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Please for the love of fuck, don't go down the benzo road. I thought they saved me. But little did I know that I would be left, broken with nothing. It's not worth it man.
The benzos are just to overcome the survival instinct. But I don't think I'm going to get them anyway. Like I said I don't want to treat my anxiety, most people don't become overconfident alpha men after getting therapy for Social Anxiety Disorder so what's the point anyway. I'll always be a scared kid. The only cure is ctb.
 
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Sep 15, 2018
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The benzos are just to overcome the survival instinct. But I don't think I'm going to get them anyway.
Psihologii de la noi mai degraba te baga la spitalul de nebuni decat sa iti prescrie ceva pastile
 
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Psihologii de la noi mai degraba te baga la spitalul de nebuni decat sa iti prescrie ceva pastile
Ba eu zic ca am vazut ca unuia de la mine din scoala l-au umplut cu droguri in pula mea si avea 16 ani. Eu pe asta ma bazez, nici nu stiu cum functioneaza in Romania treaba asta sincer. Oricum nici nu mai am de gand sa iau pastile de anxietate ca mi-e frica pana sa ma si duc de unul singur acolo sa vorbesc cu ei.
 
setianism

setianism

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Sep 15, 2018
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Ba eu zic ca am vazut ca unuia de la mine din scoala l-au umplut cu droguri in pula mea si avea 16 ani. Eu pe asta ma bazez, nici nu stiu cum functioneaza in Romania treaba asta sincer. Oricum nici nu mai am de gand sa iau pastile de anxietate ca mi-e frica pana sa ma si duc de unul singur acolo sa vorbesc cu ei.
Merg de ani de zile la psihologi si pe toti ii durea in pula de depresia si anxietatea mea poate ca ala avea pile/noroc
 
BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
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The benzos are just to overcome the survival instinct. But I don't think I'm going to get them anyway. Like I said I don't want to treat my anxiety, most people don't become overconfident alpha men after getting therapy for Social Anxiety Disorder so what's the point anyway. I'll always be a scared kid. The only cure is ctb.
Oh fair enough, must have read the thread wrong.
 

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