Venting Another morning

[agony1996]

I just woke up and my heart is in my throat mornings are pure agony for me. It's unbearable pain he you wake up and realize that the situation/ circonstances your in were not just a dream.I just want to go back to sleep and never wake up.
I'm becoming so angry, so angry that
I have to endure this pain, the universe or god or whatever there is, is just so cruel. I despise life I don't want to be here anymore, I just want to go that's it, that's all I think about I can't take it anymore. I don't experience pleasure in absolutely anything, just pain.
I just want to go back to sleep and not wake up.

 

[derpyderpins]

more like another "mourning" amirite?

But yeah, I feel you. It's the flip side of how nice it can be to go to sleep. . . "what you fear in the night, in the day comes to call anyway."

 

[agony1996]

Yeah that's well put