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thebiggestduck17

thebiggestduck17

forced to be alive
Aug 7, 2024
64
the first thing i thought of when i woke up at 3 pm was how my fucking card declined while trying to get SN. god my life is fucking miserable

(sorry for the low quality post guys i'm just upset i have to keep waking up)
 
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before20

before20

I can't turn this thing off, it keeps following me
Jan 28, 2025
119
Waking up is the worst. It's like you get to be dead for part of the day and have to slug through the rest.

I feel you. Tried to buy SN rn and realized I lost my card :/
 
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thebiggestduck17

thebiggestduck17

forced to be alive
Aug 7, 2024
64
Waking up is the worst. It's like you get to be dead for part of the day and have to slug through the rest.

I feel you. Tried to buy SN rn and realized I lost my card :/
it's even worse because when any inconvenience would happen this week i'd just push through it telling myself "we gonna get that SN soon don't worry about it" just for my card to decline lol
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,575
I understand, I also just wish to never wake, all I want is to never suffer ever again and I just always suffer so much from how I cannot just choose to fall asleep permanently, I always find it so dreadful to wake up, I hope you find peace.
 
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