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Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
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Did anesthesia experience change how you view death and remove the fear of it? I feel like it made me think that death will be so peaceful, there will be nothing just like during anesthesia and I will not even know that I'm dead just like I never even existed in the first place.
 
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finalmission

finalmission

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Jan 8, 2025
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Yes it actually helped so much, i didnt have dreams during it or anything.

Probably my deepest sleep ever
And these evil humans brought me be back from it

Only I can bring permanent peace to myself
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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I had an NDE back in 2019 because doctors gave me too much anesthesia during surgery. That NDE changed the way I look at death now.
 
Lextyle

Lextyle

What is this - Life?
Apr 6, 2026
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I had an NDE back in 2019 because doctors gave me too much anesthesia during surgery. That NDE changed the way I look at death now.
What was it like? Nothingness or you felt something?
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
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What was it like? Nothingness or you felt something?
My NDE was a very positive and life changing one. In my NDE I met a friend of mine who comited suicide just few days before my surgery. She told me in my NDE that her soul is now in a good place.
This person was one of the kindest sweetest person I have ever known, sadly she suffered from depression in her later years and ended her life.
 

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