un.exist
peace welcomes with a grip of ice
- Dec 25, 2025
- 110
I had the privacy and the set-up. It wasn't planned, the circumstances just sorta fell into place.
It was around my neck, in that sweet spot and I just needed to push down and I did but a few seconds in, I'd back out.
Like wtf
This happened again and again, I just couldn't do it but fuck I'm in the perfect circumstances rn i won't be found for like 30 mins or more, maybe its cuz it wasn't planned for today but I still can't fucking do it.
Time is running out, idk i should just keep trying
It was around my neck, in that sweet spot and I just needed to push down and I did but a few seconds in, I'd back out.
Like wtf
This happened again and again, I just couldn't do it but fuck I'm in the perfect circumstances rn i won't be found for like 30 mins or more, maybe its cuz it wasn't planned for today but I still can't fucking do it.
Time is running out, idk i should just keep trying
