Discussion Am I past the line of no return?

[Daisy88_99]

I have always known I want to CTB for so long and the distractions only help so much. I think about suicide everyday now that I can feel my mentality shift from wanting to stop existing to actively planning to CTB. I have been planning for years looking for the best least painful method but now I know I will do whatever I can do end it once and for all. I believe there is a fine line where people can still be saved and I am a mile passed it now and there is no way back.

 

[scary]

Sorry you feel this way Daisy, its hard to say because it's your life and you get to decide when you feel like ending it. Not to be one of those people but I think most people can be 'saved' unless they're going through something completely unfixable. If you feel like ctb then that's your call, again i'm sorry you feel the need to, I'm in the same boat of feeling like there's no return.

 

[Dejected 55]

For me, I feel like I'm past the point of no return primarily because I've gone way past the point where I'm capable of bringing myself back... and there is no one coming to save me. If I am to survive, I literally need to be saved and that's not happening.

 

[endboss]

I have no future because of health problems. So sooner rather than later they are going to make me ctb, not because I really want to.. but because there will be no other livable option.

 

[Daisy88_99]

For me, I feel like I'm past the point of no return primarily because I've gone way past the point where I'm capable of bringing myself back... and there is no one coming to save me. If I am to survive, I literally need to be saved and that's not happening.

That's very real. "no one is coming to save me" hits so hard because that might be truest thing ever. Even if you told your feelings to other people and got professional help, some people just cannot be saved, they have crossed that line. There is not a combination of words that will ever change that persons mind, so no one can really save you, even if you understand what they are trying to say.