Venting Am I lying to myself?

[ilovepsyschonaut4]

I always go on here and mope about how "These'll be my last days"
But man, I don't even feel motivated to CTB. I like the idea of it yet I don't wanna put the work in for it.
I wish it was just legal for humans to be euthanized as long as we're legal adults and have asked for it.
I just wanna fall asleep and not wake up.
God, that would be amazing.

 

[astroproto]

Maybe? I think a lot of us probably feel that way. If only it was more of a button you just have to press.

Besides the tremendous effort it takes to plan something more in line with how you want to go out, there's a quote from Cloud Atlas: "People pontificate suicide is a coward's act. Couldn't be further from the truth. Suicide takes tremendous courage." It takes an awful lot to overcome the fear of messing up or stepping beyond the point of no return.

This is probably insensitive but In a way, I envy the people who have been driven to desperation.