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DoomedDarkCircles

DoomedDarkCircles

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Feb 23, 2024
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I thinking about dying everyday, even fantasize about it in a way it brings me comfort, but I'm so, so afraid of physical pain. Even seeing injures on others it's enough to make me feel distressed.
 
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nope for since the dawn of man we have had instincts to avoid death and injury at all costs. one has to overcome one of man's innate instincts, further honed and developed via all of mankind's evolution, to commit suicide, hence why people talk about SI (survival instinct) here all the time
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We all pal, keep on the move
 
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whywere

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Jun 26, 2020
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It is part of life for every living thing on this planet, SI and we all have it in our DNA.

You are a caring soul and relax and watch a beautiful sunrise and/or sunset and smell flowers and also you have all the family here, as we are all in this TOGETHER always.

Hugs to you, my good friend.

Walter
 
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DoomedDarkCircles

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Feb 23, 2024
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It is part of life for every living thing on this planet, SI and we all have it in our DNA.

You are a caring soul and relax and watch a beautiful sunrise and/or sunset and smell flowers and also you have all the family here, as we are all in this TOGETHER always.

Hugs to you, my good friend.

Walter
I was feeling really bad when I posted this, but your comment made me smile. I'm trying to feel better now and improve myself, even if it's bit by bit.

Thank you ❤️ 🫂
 
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iWantToStopExisting

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Apr 28, 2026
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I thing it is very hard especially if your alone (tried to hang my self once,didn't succeed) . We should be organized in groups (based on our regions, ages and preferences). For example, i'm a 32 years old loser with no persectives in this life from south-east Europe. I'm sure there are a lot of similiar causes like mine. So what we do from here. We organize a trip to Mexico for pentobarbital. If we don't succeed Plan B. We try to find a gun . Ideally an inflatable boat, a pistol, and a weight jacket for those who want to disappear (like my self) whould be great.
Listen, we are living in shitty times of decadence. I mean, we all could become ,successful with all this tremendous technological advancement. Many of us, with the right tools (early childhood education and development) could become musicians, scientists, artists, writers, intellectuals, doctors. Find meaning in this life. But unfortunately our degenerate families and societies didn't give a shit about us. Because society dosn't need, smart educated Personalities with critical thinking. No, it needs obedient dump sheeps, tax payers, with low qualification, low IQ, and low understanding on how things are really are. How many genius didn't achieve their potential. Such a waste. Such a tragedy!
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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You're not at all. It's completely normal to have a strong suicide ideation and be fearful of pain. I also go through that. ❤️🫂
 
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whywere

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I was feeling really bad when I posted this, but your comment made me smile. I'm trying to feel better now and improve myself, even if it's bit by bit.

Thank you ❤️ 🫂
Thank you for the very kind and uplifting message, so thoughtful!

You ARE a wonderfully caring soul and take small steps forward and feel the sunshine and all the love here directed towards you.

We are ALL in this TOGETHER period, hand in hand.

Have a wonderful day and the rest of this week filled with sunny blue skies, my good friend.

Walter
 
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