Alone

[Zyzzthetic]

Meh I am just fed up so lost. I have no friends my only friend was my girlfriend who has just left me...
my mind feels lost hence why I am here ...

 

[s1mplem3]

I understand you, I have no friends nor girlfriend.

 

[tireddreamer]

I hear you. I've had trouble maintaining friendships and relationships my whole life. Eventually it stopped hurting and I just became numb. Not sure that's any better though.

 

[SuicideBoys93]

Found out my wife had multiple affairs behind my back. Honestly surprised I didn't hurt anyone. I've gone soooo low rock bottom felt like a high. My life is a joke, and my birth was an error. Honestly don't understand how I can get shit on constantly?

 

[mediocre]

I've never had a single friend in my 27 years. I only speak to my mum every few days and that's it. I'm a lifelong loner.

 

[waterbottleman]

I've never had a single friend in my 27 years. I only speak to my mum every few days and that's it. I'm a lifelong loner.

Ever have a partner? Like girlfriend or boyfriend? Ever hooked up with anyone?

 

[itsallover]

I feel like my girlfriend is about to leave me too and she was my last connection to society. I did everything for her and her family and now they are breathing down my neck with this get a job bullshit when I am debilitated. Some of us just weren't meant to live.

 

[Marktheghost]

Yeah, same here. No girlfriend; no friends. Nobody even cares enough to help me learn some social skills and work out what I'm doing wrong when I try to make friends. I don't understand why being nice and being friendly doesn't work.

 

[faust]

I am sorry this happened to you.
Do you think you need friends in real life or online friends would be okay?

 

[Zyzzthetic]

Thanks for all your responses I'm over the moon I'm so glad I joined this forum! To know there's more people like myself. With reg to my post.. It's so difficult as she has bipolar so will treat me awful but then come back to me it's a vicious cycle which is hard to break as I feel trapped! I love being on my own but my job is highly social. I am massively antisocial I stay at home all the time so not having a reason to drive 2 hours to see my gf worries me as I won't have anything to do! I love driving it's my escape.

I feel like my girlfriend is about to leave me too and she was my last connection to society. I did everything for her and her family and now they are breathing down my neck with this get a job bullshit when I am debilitated. Some of us just weren't meant to live.

I feel you man girls are strange

I am sorry this happened to you.
Do you think you need friends in real life or online friends would be okay?

I had a huge group of online friends when I was younger but felt completely detached from the real world. So I removed myself from the online world (Skype gaming etc) maybe it's time to go back to that who knows..

I've never had a single friend in my 27 years. I only speak to my mum every few days and that's it. I'm a lifelong loner.

Found out my wife had multiple affairs behind my back. Honestly surprised I didn't hurt anyone. I've gone soooo low rock bottom felt like a high. My life is a joke, and my birth was an error. Honestly don't understand how I can get shit on constantly?

Ah that's awful... I can relate fully.

 

[Jean4]

We are here if you want to talk us. You are never alone.

 

[mediocre]

Ever have a partner? Like girlfriend or boyfriend? Ever hooked up with anyone?

Nope never. I've isolated myself since I was 12:/

 

[faust]

@Zyzzthetic That depends on you. I feel fine talking to friends from SS forum. They don't make me upset because they are able to understand, I cannot say that about people in real life though...

 

[BabyYoda]

I feel alone as well. No best friend or partner. My biggest reason to CTB.

 

[waterbottleman]

Nope never. I've isolated myself since I was 12:/

=(

I'll give you a virtual hug =)

 

[Zyzzthetic]

You are all my friends. Thanks