Venting Alone

[KenDuh]

I feel completely alone, i don't talk with anybody, I sleep and get woken up by nightmares or anxiety, I feel like my chest is burning, like I'm about to die in any moment, but I keep on living, and I hate it, I don't know what to do the next days, I don't even know how to live today, I need and I want to talk to somebody that doesn't just disregard the idea of suicide. What am I supposed to do if I don't want to live? just slowly die in bed?

 

[Michelstaedter]

I'm very lonely too. If it weren't for my father, I'd be an even worse loner, and I'm actually going crazy. I don't want to imagine what would happen if my father died; I think it would be even worse.

 

[unluckysadness]

I'm isolated too. I live alone with my car (no workplace, no friends, no partner). Like an hermit, but worse because hermits have chosen their lifestyle.
I take valium to cope and it works a little bit (other drink alcohol or other things) but it's not a life and it doesn't replace social interaction. I cannot continue like this. Everyday is a nightmare and nobody can understand it.