Advice on quick and painless

[Danzig616]

It's been 7 years since my life was ended. To go in to what happened and the 7 years ago and the cycle of trauma and horror since would make too long of a post. I won't go in to detail trying to explain how bad I feel. I'm posting asking advice on how to CTB quickly and easily so you guys get it. I've been on here before and I was very invested in the 'charcoal' method. In my car after alcohol and pills. It seemed the most painless way I could find. That's what I'm afraid of the most. The pain. I imagine if we could just press a button and be gone a lot of us wouldn't be here right now but this is very difficult. The stress of what happened to me gave me cancer which I prayed would kill me yet shrank, heart issues that went away, the only pains that stayed physically where the ones that don't end you unfortunately. I'm getting off track. I just need advice I've made my mind up I DO want and honestly need to go as a self mercy but will I have the balls? Please I hope so. If charcoal is the most 'peaceful' way then that's for me but is there other options? I saw the stuff in the news. If there's something you can breathe and it does the opposite of oxygen then that's sounds good also. Just help me please keep this pain free and help me not suffer. I don't deserve to suffer another second so please help guys

 

[OnMyLast Legs]

Sorry for the cold answer but you can start here, there are guides to CO and inert gas asphyxiation:

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