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Dreamerfor

Dreamerfor

Member
Nov 8, 2025
17
I am so tired of everything and my situation is just a slow death
I have over a gram of propranolol and bisoprolol
A large amount of Clonazepam
And sleeping pills
Will a combination of anything from the list or amount work?
I know overdose tends to not work especially when there are no strong opioids
I can try to get fentanyl or heroin but I may have to go to the dangerous areas of my country and dig there
Why can't I just die peacefully
I am tired.
 
RunDown

RunDown

Getting ready to go
Jun 18, 2025
81
I have neuropathy as well. I get burning sensations, numbness, and general pain. What's causing yours? Have you been suffering long?
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Dreamerfor

Dreamerfor

Member
Nov 8, 2025
17
I have neuropathy as well. I get burning sensations, numbness, and general pain. What's causing yours? Have you been suffering long?
Sorry you're suffering from this too
It started when I tried to wean myself off psychiatric pills and I now also suffer from akathisia and severe body pain
I've been suffering from all this for about six months a little over
And it's only getting worse

If only I could get SN... I might actually have to try going to the dealers and hope to get some more reliable stuff
I would try checking DW but I'm so bad at this stuff I'll get into trouble somehow
 
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RunDown

RunDown

Getting ready to go
Jun 18, 2025
81
Psych meds fucked me too. It's been over a year and I'm getting worse. Worsening Akathisia, muscle rigidity, dyskenisa and any other symptom you can think of. I'll prolly be dead in months. Im surprised I've held out this long. The combination of drugs you listed won't be fatal. Fentanyl is easy enough to find if you live near any major city. If you have darknet questions you can message me. I hope you find peace. I hope your symptoms don't progress too quickly and you find some time to figure out your exit.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,066
That sounds so dreadful, I see it as so cruel how there's all this suffering in existing and it really sounds like you've suffered so much, I understand feeling so tired of it all, I also just wish to cease existing peacefully and never suffer again and I always suffer from how I cannot just have a death like falling asleep permanently, I hope you find peace.
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,238
I have what I suppose is neuropathy. Tingly pins and needles in my feet. Also, I have light brown spots on my legs that go about a foot or so up from both feet. Related to the first condition I'm guessing, since the latter started about the the same time as the former.
 

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