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Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,418
Am I the only one who thought ctb was "cease to breathe"??
Nope, I thought so for the longest of time and I still pretend that it's what it stands for since I like it more xd

Btw, SI = survival instinct should probably be mentioned in here since it's very essential for this forum.
 
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54321song

Here we go again
Oct 31, 2024
7
How can I find the PPH section? I don't see a search option from the mobile version
 
88 keys

88 keys

New Member
Aug 28, 2024
1
N is SO difficult to obtain! I've now been scammed on three separate occasions. I've lost £2100 in total to the fraudsters!
 
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artificialpasta

artificialpasta

Experienced
Feb 2, 2020
201
Outside this website SI means Suicidal Ideation. You can imagine the confusion I had with some of these posts.
 
Cauliflour

Cauliflour

The masochist who doodles.
Mar 24, 2025
586
Why do people say "ctb" instead of "kill myself" or "commit suicide" or "end my life" or literally any other kind of euphemism. It's a website called "Sanctioned Suicide", why are we making acronyms like it's TikTok shadow bans? I get it's a touchy subject but I mean, if you've reached the point that you're on this website then surely you're at a stage that you can say "suicide". "Catch the bus" is so cryptic and I don't get why people just use the word "suicide" like, that's the official term for what you want to do.
 
music

music

𝄓𝄂
Feb 1, 2023
105
Why do people say "ctb" [...]
i don't like it either. i can only imagine it's helpful to feel less guilty when writing about it or maybe to avoid tripping some sort of isp monitor? not sure if that's even a thing.
personally, i don't want any sort of obscuring of my feelings or agency toward it. making informed decisions is important to me. i'm not a fan of euphemism in general
 
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timechained

Experienced
Apr 15, 2025
211
What does DMC stand for?
 
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contentedlyplanning

Member
Jul 26, 2025
11
When I first arrived here I spent an hour reading posts and wondering why a couple of people were talking about buses. I had to google CTB cause I was perplexed.
Same, and tickets haha
 
justanotherfailure

justanotherfailure

Member
Aug 7, 2025
57
Anyone familiar with IC?
Former source of SN
Can someone please tell me what KLDNW stands for? People seem to use it as a #.
Sorry if there is an obvious way to find out but I can't figure it out.
"Kennith Law did nothing wrong" - Kennith Law was a source of SN before he was arrested and charged with murder
What does DMC stand for?
Another source of SN, I'm not sure if it's former or current

Also, SH is self-harm, I don't think that one's been listed here yet
 
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urgent

Member
Dec 6, 2025
12
No problem. Sorry I couldn't be much of a help. But if you go to the resources tab and go to the August 2018 or May 2018 version, you should see his name. It starts with an A. Or if I find it I'll message you.
I'm new so I don't have search. I'm also older and very ill, just typing is painful. I see this is old too. But if this means their is a person A to get N from still I'm trying to confirm that it's not nitrogen and if it can be obtained it is enough to take and be done? Like it isn't a huge amount or anything has to be done to it,just take it? I'm trying to find something simple because I can't physically do tanks or SN if I need so many other meds too. I need to know if there is a reliable source of N and if it a pill and I only need 1 or a few, but manageable? What dose do I need? How many different dosages does it come in? Can someone DM me or do I have to wait to wait until I post enough first? Thanks
sent you a private message.
Hi. Do you know if theres a recent source, i don't have PPH anymore, for N ? Can you please DM me ? Thank you!
 
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n/a_n/a

Member
Nov 29, 2025
10
This is for new users on here.

N stands for Nembutal. It's used in physician assisted suicide and to euthanize animals. You can find more information about it in the peaceful pill handbook.

We aren't allowed to give personal information on people who have resources, so you'll have to also look at the peaceful pill handbook. We tend to use initials only, A, B, N.

PPH or PePH or any variation is peaceful pill handbook.

SN stands for sodium nitrite. It's an inorganic salt. There's also more information in the PPH.

Ctb means catch the bus or to kill yourself.

If you want to find more resources, there is a resources pinned in the sanctioned suicide forum. You can also search megathreads. There are megathreads on getting N from A, one on SN, one on hanging, and others.

Feel free to add any that I missed.
Sorry to hear annoying! Where do I find the PPH??
 

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