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Privatehell

Privatehell

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OK forgive me, I'm a little drunk. I've idealised suicide for months now and from the resources I've gone through and the stories I've read, sn seems to be the most popular way and would be the way I choose should I go down that path. I wonder if others feel the compulsion to ctb when they're drunk.. It almost seems easier, slip into sleepoiness from drink first. I feel more inclined when I'm drunk like this.but also have SI so strong. My head is swimming.
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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Yes, many have posted exactly what you're saying here, that they're more inclined to ctb when intoxicated and/or that their inhibitions are lowered. They've also written that it's challenging because that's when they feel most able or compelled to drink SN, and it's a bad mix with alcohol.
 
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k75

k75

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Jun 27, 2019
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Alcohol often doesn't feel this way, but it is actually a depressant. It numbs you, but it also magnifies bad feelings.

If I could still drink a lot without getting sick, I totally would, though. Even knowing that.
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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Drink responsibly kids
 
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Rdc

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Aug 24, 2019
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Alcohol greatly reduces the survival instinct. There were times in the past that I got really drunk and I'm sure if I had a gun I would have shot myself. Of course shooting yourself while drunk is also a bad idea. I don't have a gun yet but I do have SN. Unfortunately alcohol and Sn don't mix.
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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Alcohol greatly reduces the survival instinct. There were times in the past that I got really drunk and I'm sure if I had a gun I would have shot myself. Of course shooting yourself while drunk is also a bad idea. I don't have a gun yet but I do have SN. Unfortunately alcohol and Sn don't mix.

And can greatly fuck up what you are trying to do. Damn i was so fucked up i blew the side of my face off. but damn i'm still alive
alcohol and Sn don't mix.

That seems to be the general consensus
 
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autumnal

autumnal

Enlightened
Feb 4, 2020
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And can greatly fuck up what you are trying to do. Damn i was so fucked up i blew the side of my face off. but damn i'm still alive
[...]

Not making fun of your injuries obviously, but is it wrong that I immediately thought of this?

iu
 
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one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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Not making fun of your injuries obviously, but is it wrong that I immediately thought of this?

iu

I would say NO. For me that is actually straight up to the point. Classic Stuff. I forgot about that one, good call!

Ducks season, rabbit season LOL
 
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