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WanderingTiger

WanderingTiger

Seeking peace amidst the chaos of the world.
Feb 16, 2025
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I find myself grappling with an overwhelming sense of emptiness, a feeling of perpetual boredom that leaves me devoid of any true emotion. At times, this state feels more burdensome than experiencing sadness or anger. It's as though I am caught in a monotonous cycle, one that never truly dissipates. Even when something amusing occurs, I struggle to muster the urge to laugh; the joy that typically accompanies humour seems to elude me entirely.

This profound emptiness intensifies my longing to escape from existence. The absence of emotion can be incredibly isolating, leaving me questioning the very nature of my being. It is a perplexing sensation, one that makes it difficult to truly connect with the world around me.

I hope my words have managed to convey the depth of this experience. It is not always easy to express such inner turmoil. I appreciate the time you've taken to read this, and I welcome any insights or experiences from others who may resonate with what I've shared.

Thank you for listening ❤️
 
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domedune

domedune

the stars will aid my escape
Dec 18, 2019
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maybe due to being forced to cope with so many things that ur feeling numb. understandable but can be hard for people to empathize if they have not experienced it at this level. or maybe I'm wrong.
 
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