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reimu

reimu

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Jul 24, 2024
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I just came to the realization that with how long I've been on this earth I've came to not trust anybody around me but 1 person and that 1 person is just somebody in the internet. I don't know what to do with this information and it has hit me like a truck. At times like these I don't know how to feel or where to move on so I just sit in my bed and cry. I don't know what to do going forward in life and I deeply just want to CTB.
 
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sos

sos

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Jul 22, 2024
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sounds like that 1 person is more than 'just' somebody on the internet

i've known a friend of mine for about 7 years and i've never met her in real life yet she's the only one i'd trust with everything i tell her. i know that she's the person i can go to whenever i want. we could have conversations on a daily basis, but we could also easily not speak for months and get back in touch as if we were talking the day before that and still fully trust each other

fyi i'm in the same boat as you. i don't trust anyone around me, just that one friend

shouldn't downgrade that one person that you've got in your life to 'just' somebody bc sounds like that person is more than that

sometimes the right people can't be found in real life, in that case you'd be lucky enough to find that person on the internet

and who knows what will happen in life, you might even get to meet that one friend

friendships on the internet can be just as special as the ones you can possibly have in real life
 
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reimu

reimu

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Jul 24, 2024
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sounds like that 1 person is more than 'just' somebody on the internet

i've known a friend of mine for about 7 years and i've never met her in real life yet she's the only one i'd trust with everything i tell her. i know that she's the person i can go to whenever i want. we could have conversations on a daily basis, but we could also easily not speak for months and get back in touch as if we were talking the day before that and still fully trust each other

fyi i'm in the same boat as you. i don't trust anyone around me, just that one friend

shouldn't downgrade that one person that you've got in your life to 'just' somebody bc sounds like that person is more than that

sometimes the right people can't be found in real life, in that case you'd be lucky enough to find that person on the internet

and who knows what will happen in life, you might even get to meet that one friend

friendships on the internet can be just as special as the ones you can possibly have in real life
That really puts a new perspective on it, thankyou <3
 
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