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seagullsonapiano

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but does it even matter?...
Dec 10, 2025
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I feel incredibly ashamed of myself, this is what i deserve after failing to go through with my 2026 suicide plan.

I have literally nobody to talk to about this i am so afraid of everything around me i'm going INSANE
Everything around me feels so fucking fake i can't stand this AT ALL

Just make this end i swear to god i'd do anything to make me stop breathing
I'm aware this is incredibly stupid but i just really need somebody to talk to. Everything is crumbling around me
 
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