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anomalou

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Hey,
I'm sorry if this has come up before, I can't use the search function yet.
So I used to plan my suicide by helium, but ever since I stumbled upon this forum I was reading up on different methods and it seems in the PPH the 5-drug mix is recommended as the most reliable and painless way.
So I am browsing the dark web and finding 15gms of direct morphine is quite expensive. Continouus release 200mg pills are much cheaper though, so does the PPH refer to 15 grams of a prolonged release or a direct release agent?
thanks for helping me out.
 
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Just be warned, the 5 drug method is a lot of pills. Like over a thousand and approaching 2000 depending on your pill size. While the PPH is a good resource, there has been a lot of questioning on this site whether someone can truly down that number of pills and not vomit, especially considering you are consuming 15g of an opioid, which causes nausea and vomiting as well.

While some of the pills are very tiny like the 800 of Digoxin, it's still a ton to put in your stomach. The 5 drug protocol was designed by MAID doctors in the U.S. who typically use compounding pharmacies to provide patients with all these drugs in concentrated powder form so they can be consumed more readily.

Be wary of purchasing opioids on the dark web as well. High chance they are laced with something stronger which will definitely make you vomit. If I ever did the 5 drug method, I would remove or significantly reduce the amount of opioids in the method. It is the least lethal component of the 5 drug mix (by the data provided) and the hardest to find and consume. Data states mixture is still highly lethal without it.

To answer your question, I'm not certain. Some extended release drugs can be crushed (therefore releasing the drug contained within), while others will become ineffective if crushed. The Danish doctor who produces a list of drug overdoses seems to think that most forms of extended release morphine can be crushed.

Depends on what type of pill it is.
 
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Just be warned, the 5 drug method is a lot of pills. Like over a thousand and approaching 2000 depending on your pill size. While the PPH is a good resource, there has been a lot of questioning on this site whether someone can truly down that number of pills and not vomit, especially considering you are consuming 15g of an opioid, which causes nausea and vomiting as well.

While some of the pills are very tiny like the 800 of Digoxin, it's still a ton to put in your stomach. The 5 drug protocol was designed by MAID doctors in the U.S. who typically use compounding pharmacies to provide patients with all these drugs in concentrated powder form so they can be consumed more readily.

Be wary of purchasing opioids on the dark web as well. High chance they are laced with something stronger which will definitely make you vomit. If I ever did the 5 drug method, I would remove or significantly reduce the amount of opioids in the method. It is the least lethal component of the 5 drug mix (by the data provided) and the hardest to find and consume. Data states mixture is still highly lethal without it.

To answer your question, I'm not certain. Some extended release drugs can be crushed (therefore releasing the drug contained within), while others will become ineffective if crushed. The Danish doctor who produces a list of drug overdoses seems to think that most forms of extended release morphine can be crushed.

Depends on what type of pill it is.
since you metinoned vomiting: isn´t it advised to take an antiemetic anyways?
 
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since you metinoned vomiting: isn´t it advised to take an antiemetic anyways?
Anti-emetics are always advised with oral administration of any substance. Doesn't guarantee prevention of nausea and vomiting, but goes a long way
 
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While the PPH is a good resource, there has been a lot of questioning on this site whether someone can truly down that number of pills and not vomit, especially considering you are consuming 15g of an opioid, which causes nausea and vomiting as well.
thanks for your insight, i also thought it sounded like a lot. maybe i will just stick with helium or nitrogen then. SN seems to be alittle riskier, albeit easier. I still have a lot of reading to do before I make my choice.
 

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