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farawaystar

Member
Mar 16, 2026
34
I've settled on jumping. 45 metres onto asphalt. No water underneath. Just solid ground.

I've looked into the numbers. At this height, impact speed is around 110 km/h. The study I read said anything over 18 metres is almost always fatal. This is more than double that.

I'm not doing it over water. Water is unreliable. Too many variables. Asphalt is certain.

I won't take sedatives beforehand. I want to be awake. I want to feel the air. I want to know it's me making the choice.

No survival instinct. No hesitation. Just gravity.

If anyone's done something similar or has thoughts on height vs outcome, I'm open to hearing. Otherwise, this is the plan. No second guesses. No going back.
 
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rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
185
Sounds like a solid plan. Just make sure the location from where you jump is open to do it from and good luck
 
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weird_place777

New Member
Mar 28, 2026
2
How do you get access to such a lethal height in a city? I'm assuming it's a building, since natural cliffs don't have asphalt beneath them. Any structure that high is usually a hotel or office building, but hotels don't let guests pick their rooms, and offices obviously don't let strangers into the building: even then, employees aren't allowed to access the roof. You've chosen a good method, I can't see any way of surviving a jump like that.
 
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farawaystar

Member
Mar 16, 2026
34
How do you get access to such a lethal height in a city? I'm assuming it's a building, since natural cliffs don't have asphalt beneath them. Any structure that high is usually a hotel or office building, but hotels don't let guests pick their rooms, and offices obviously don't let strangers into the building: even then, employees aren't allowed to access the roof. You've chosen a good method, I can't see any way of surviving a jump like that.
It's a bridge with many recorded suicides. Not a single survival case.
 
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meatballlover

meatballlover

Member
Feb 23, 2026
63
Dang wish i had access to such fatal location too. Have a safe journey if you go for it (or rather unsafe i suppose)
 

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