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uklad38

Experienced
Mar 27, 2026
209
So my SN is due to arrive tomorrow or Tuesday. Which gives me 2-3 days left.

I'm going to try get some motillium otc in a chemist but other than that it'll be just SN and maybe some tongue spray and a few lollipops or something for the after taste.

I'll try update here as much as I can when I take the SN so people can use it for future reference, hopefully it helps.

This site has been a breath of fresh air, being able to openly have conversations and not be shut down or told tablets etc will make you better.
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
268
Do you not consider painkillers? Also if i may ask which source you got it from brick and mortar, MIC? Make sure to test it first.
 
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uklad38

Experienced
Mar 27, 2026
209
Do you not consider painkillers? Also if i may ask which source you got it from brick and mortar, MIC? Make sure to test it first.
Yeah I'll have painkillers on hand just in case. I ordered from DSL so hoping it's pure
 
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I hope you find peace.
 
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May you have a wonderful passing.
 
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uklad38

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Mar 27, 2026
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My SN has arrived, the countdown is on
 

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