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Suicide Discussion

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cylus46
Discussion What song would you ctb to?
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31
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3K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
E
Discussion I was lead to believe that hanging would be painful?
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10
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2K
Bblconsumer
Bblconsumer
WanderingTiger
Help Carbon monoxide poisoning method questions
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9
Views
1K
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
disjointed
Venting how to escape ?
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8
Views
974
disjointed
disjointed
eggsausagerice
Venting Coming to terms with the fact that I do want to die
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0
Views
558
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
Swolfy
Magnesium or other supplements
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2
Views
335
Gamelle
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Orangee
Story Thoughts on “Mar Adentro” (Contains Spoilers)
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2
Views
468
Orangee
Orangee
cowboypants
Discussion Experience with Propranolol dosage for SN?
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2
Views
496
cowboypants
cowboypants
kashmerektty
i can't wait to pull the fucking trigger.
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11
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1K
tbh2023
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K
Lightning
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4
Views
574
Gamelle
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jasonbrrze3
  • Question
Method DPH od?
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0
Views
341
jasonbrrze3
jasonbrrze3
ToTheTwillight
Taking SN when going through Benzo withdrawals
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0
Views
197
ToTheTwillight
ToTheTwillight
Beavisandbutthead
  • Locked
Go out with a bang?
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7
Views
481
Michi_Violeta
Michi_Violeta
ToTheTwillight
Concern of SN failure with new symptoms
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2
Views
747
Forveleth
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Sunderland
Effectiveness of SN as a method
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5
Views
631
cowboypants
cowboypants
lonesomedrifter
Making the switch from partial to full suspension
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3
Views
852
Aminep
Aminep
LittleMagician
Recovery is a facade
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0
Views
243
LittleMagician
LittleMagician
ctb★prince
Venting my disorders are driving me crazy
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0
Views
441
ctb★prince
ctb★prince
Leyna
Moving
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0
Views
223
Leyna
Leyna
black money boys
  • Poll
where is your sweet spot for losing consciousness?
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3
Views
402
Forveleth
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FuneralCry
Envying those who are at peace
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1
Views
349
WastedPottential
WastedPottential
suicidalcatlady
All I can think about is dying
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0
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379
suicidalcatlady
suicidalcatlady
F
Help stuck and lonely
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4
Views
426
_RustyLeaf321
_RustyLeaf321
LostLily
Mother coming to visit me in hospital
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8
Views
691
Dante_
Dante_
TheAngelBornInHell
I'm going to tell my mom about my SH.
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6
Views
387
LostLily
LostLily
duke.
Going to CTB via train soon, how can I combat SI?
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6
Views
618
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
F
I guess I have to leave by myself
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1
Views
223
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
Caribbean Sky
Help Unknown Sample for Energy Control Problem
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0
Views
279
Caribbean Sky
Caribbean Sky
S
Venting I've tried partial all day and yesterday, and Im resorting to full suspension
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2
Views
367
duke.
duke.
flutebloom
I’m so desperate
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1
Views
456
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
A
UK police welfare check
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53
Views
6K
Adûnâi
Adûnâi
L
The fear of hell
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6
Views
750
bankai
bankai
bunny_brownie9
To anyone in uk psych ward
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4
Views
367
complex
C
LostHope556
PTSD ruining my life
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4
Views
506
LostHope556
LostHope556
M
Method ambien od
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0
Views
301
Moroze
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U
I hate being a woman it feels degrading ot bc of societal, but biological reasons I just feel constant humiliation and dysphoria that won't let me liv
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12
Views
929
LittleMagician
LittleMagician
Astronomer
I was reading conversations in my inbox from 2020 on here
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3
Views
459
bankai
bankai
SleepyTransit
Which would be easier to CTB? Hanging or Night-night?
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5
Views
917
SleepyTransit
SleepyTransit
D
When to do ctb ?
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12
Views
720
Darkover
Darkover
EndingItAll
Method 6 stories good enough?
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8
Views
924
bankai
bankai
shroomia
Venting What is wrong with me
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0
Views
374
shroomia
shroomia
SoulWhisperer
Venting Let Me Fly ❤️
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2
Views
637
SoulWhisperer
SoulWhisperer
W
  • Question
Help I'm afraid to order SN
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3
Views
773
Kayla
Kayla
F
Discussion Do you think suicide will ever be made illegal again?
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17
Views
2K
MissWannaLive
MissWannaLive
miseryonearth
Help Fear of jumping
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2
Views
667
eattwinkiesseejesus
eattwinkiesseejesus
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Just putting this out there..
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5
Views
731
Davee
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the_etherealmuse
The sight of my blood calms me.
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3
Views
266
Cauliflour
Cauliflour
Somewhere
Help the plan is made but when?
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0
Views
487
Somewhere
Somewhere
S
Help Why isnt partial working anymore?
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2
Views
364
slurpkoi
S
W
Venting Just yelling at the world tbh
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3
Views
494
weallhaveourghosts
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