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Suicide Discussion

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How Can I get N?
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6
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Alucard
Alucard
Rachel74
Deadly nightshade
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0
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1K
Rachel74
Rachel74
SourIntent
Venting Internal Battle With a Higher Power Because I Feel Like He Is The One Doing These Things To Me.
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20
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2K
gingerplum
gingerplum
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Who will find out about my death?
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2
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824
Rachel74
Rachel74
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Ctb by n
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1
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684
Rachel74
Rachel74
Baskol1
Method Why is N so hard to get?
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2
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1K
Rachel74
Rachel74
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Is there hope for depression, yes or no?
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47
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3K
Xaphous
Xaphous
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Ordering N from an arab country
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5
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1K
Rachel74
Rachel74
ericwilkinson
Discussion I wonder what "pro lifers" have to say about this
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39
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4K
woxihuanni
woxihuanni
RedAlert
Discussion Preferred time, place, season and day to ctb?
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39
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3K
a_strange_day
A
woxihuanni
Tempted to believe in omens
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18
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2K
Maledictus
Maledictus
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1
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735
Soul
Soul
H
Sleeping pill OD questions
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16
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2K
Letmego. Please
Letmego. Please
hybridtheory
random vent
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6
Views
857
woxihuanni
woxihuanni
Q
Venting Decision
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2
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739
Qdv
Q
heartless_95
Help What the hell do I do? CTB or not?
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10
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2K
Rachel74
Rachel74
D
I'll also use an exit bag.
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3
Views
651
Rachel74
Rachel74
N
Venting Why
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1
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753
Blackjack
Blackjack
alexithymia
Fear of the unknown
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5
Views
845
Fragile
Fragile
deathislove
Discussion Future CTB
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2
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922
deathislove
deathislove
angie
Help - snack before or after Meto
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5
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1K
JimFord99
JimFord99
The-end-is-here
Drugs for suicidal ideation
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4
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973
deathislove
deathislove
Now_And_Then
People who say you are a weakling if you take your life , you have to be strong , et c
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11
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1K
mnjkl
M
About_to_Go
  • Locked
Goodbye
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28
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3K
EmptySteph62
E
peternotnice
Help Death should be an opera
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4
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917
bigj75
bigj75
jesse
Discussion How to address meaninglessness?
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11
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1K
sleepy dog
sleepy dog
K
Successful with Phenobarbital
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12
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1K
Throwaway9787
Throwaway9787
Darkhaven
Discussion Pope "attacks" euthanasia and assisted dying legislation initiatives-AGAIN!
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27
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2K
JimFord99
JimFord99
H
Don't understand what it will take
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7
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1K
Rachel74
Rachel74
First loss
Venting If only I could get a poison that would kill me instantly.
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24
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3K
sleepy dog
sleepy dog
W
Method Phenobarbitone overdose
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22
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2K
sleepy dog
sleepy dog
Rachel74
What a refreshing change.
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0
Views
641
Rachel74
Rachel74
epic
48 hour SN regimen schedule ?
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5
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1K
Stan
Stan
K
Most reliable overdose drugs?
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7
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2K
Rachel74
Rachel74
Nem
Holy Fuck
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5
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1K
Nem
Nem
R32
Story My story and the method to ctb - N.O.
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3
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1K
restingspot
restingspot
The-end-is-here
Need Help
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11
Views
994
The-end-is-here
The-end-is-here
Rachel74
I’m so fake!
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16
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1K
FinallyTime
F
Tesseract
Hanging survivors?
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13
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2K
muziy
M
Erin Inari
Discussion Just some thoughts on jumping
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2
Views
901
BipolarExpat
BipolarExpat
Stan
Method Gamma-hydroxybutyrate
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17
Views
2K
Stan
Stan
Blackjack
  • Poll
Help 17-yo Son’s Meltdown
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87
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7K
Stan
Stan
Nem
Help!
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10
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1K
IsadoraBeauxdraps
IsadoraBeauxdraps
E
if i fail this attempt, do you think i'll be involuntarily committed?
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16
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2K
Jessica5
J
GemCami
I just need to vent...im alone...
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8
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1K
GreyMonkey
GreyMonkey
John Smith
ligature tying
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1
Views
797
Daizai
D
M
Method Sn as my CTB method
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27
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3K
Oblivion
Oblivion
Marz
Venting So fucking angry
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11
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1K
Sweet emotion
Sweet emotion
B
Recent attempt
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17
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2K
Rachel74
Rachel74
N
Help Help
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14
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1K
Soul
Soul
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