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Suicide Discussion

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C_F
Thoughts on Propranolol and type on benzos for SN...
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BPD_LE
BPD_LE
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Venting I think its ok if I go to hell
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Weeping Garbage Can
Weeping Garbage Can
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Apricot seeds?
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realjunes
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SN question
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6
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Meant2Die
Meant2Die
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Method Tert-Amyl Alcohol (2M2B)?
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10
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LetItEnd
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Hangm4n
Discussion Sometimes I feel like I want to be so horrible that leaving this world wouldn’t feel bad
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3
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863
Final Escape
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Y
Method Getting “N” in Mexico?
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1
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realjunes
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angele
explaining ctb to friends (success?)
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11
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1K
awfullife
awfullife
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Do you have a date picked out or are you waiting for the "right moment"?
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Isittimetogonola
Isittimetogonola
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Method Why isn’t the exit bag method more popular?
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31
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realjunes
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reapandsow918
Venting Depression
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3
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852
eSpJon
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BleedingHeart
Method Tonight is the night
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45
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5K
Shakespear's Brother
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S
Nitrogen Bag CTB - Bottle Capacity
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3
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1K
frees
frees
Brick In The Wall
Venting SN Record!
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7
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2K
noctiva
noctiva
BleedingHeart
Help SN Brand LW- not toxic??? Is this true?
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3
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Stan
Stan
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99% Food Grade SN, 2 lbs. NaNO2
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11
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NextBusLeaving
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Why you?
Hi
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12
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1K
jgm63
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Method Question
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1
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648
SoupSnakes
SoupSnakes
Hangm4n
Discussion My anxiety is killing me. I feel like I can’t carry on
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4
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796
JimFord99
JimFord99
Jayxtri
Discussion Is SN really peaceful?
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34
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4K
anonbpdgirl
anonbpdgirl
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That feeling like your head is going to explode when hanging/strangulation.
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13
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2K
gardi
gardi
lavenderlungs
Help OD via Sleeping Pills...?
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13
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2K
Sensei
Sensei
Volatile
Anyone else wish things were better instead of having to ctb?
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67
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4K
azucaramargo
azucaramargo
Pikashuu83
SN soon .. it seems
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23
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2K
AnxiouslyDepressed
AnxiouslyDepressed
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Any life-long introverts/loners Here?
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30
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mathieu
mathieu
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so alone it hurts
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17
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1K
TearyEyedQueen
TearyEyedQueen
Azzy69
Venting Family contributing to suicide fuel
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9
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1K
Why you?
Why you?
Kodama
Venting Bad weather influence
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8
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1K
Ratherbeskinny
Ratherbeskinny
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Crackling noises during partial suspension
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1
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678
MaybeMaybeKnot
MaybeMaybeKnot
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Help I just picked up my meto from the post office...
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8
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928
MaybeMaybeKnot
MaybeMaybeKnot
SHThrowAway213
Method I'm thinking about trying overdosing and was looking for the most lethal tablets.
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7
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Sideswipe
Sideswipe
rainydaystocbt
what are your methods to ctb
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20
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2K
beyondbreath
beyondbreath
whymewhy
Hey All
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4
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883
beyondbreath
beyondbreath
Sad_Autistic_boy_101
Venting Tired
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5
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923
mediocre
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Can'tStandAnymore
Is it a scary thing for someone killing themself?
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3
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1K
jgm63
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Help Need to CTB soon tourniquet or partial help
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4
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UninformedLover
UninformedLover
rainydaystocbt
I want to CTB or run away— I need to talk to someone
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11
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Bipointrovertido
Bipointrovertido
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Could somebody help me I dont understand what is going on with me.
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6
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809
azucaramargo
azucaramargo
Neurodamaged2
Possibly my last post - my story, my end
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20
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Thisisjustadream
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Chonky_Seal
Help Should I CBT If I'm likely to fail?
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7
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840
Chonky_Seal
Chonky_Seal
Spock87
Venting What the
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3
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688
pole
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V
How can I prime myself for the big event?
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1
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649
AnxiouslyDepressed
AnxiouslyDepressed
Loner
CTB at home.
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12
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Loner
Loner
I
Help Location
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0
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562
Im gonna off myself
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K
Help How to overcome SI with hanging?
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2
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829
jgm63
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Nem
Partner?
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38
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3K
orangemushroom
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Crystal Labeija
I am catching the bus tonight. This is my goodbye thread.
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23
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Essence
Essence
LongSeason
Venting I've lost my best and only friend
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9
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TAW122
TAW122
SpecialK
Discussion Let gf/roommate find me or rent an hotel room?
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7
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TAW122
TAW122
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Best benzo for SN
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16
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Asta
Asta
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