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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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Amygdalin converts to cyanide, and is available easily, but how feasible is it you could choke down enough of it?
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4
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NotWhatIExpected
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ghostspace
  • Locked
Help feeling impulsive, I don’t know if it’s time yet
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33
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2K
ghostspace
ghostspace
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OD on methadone and lyrica
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2
Views
526
lost_soul83
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T
Venting I've fucked everything up
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6
Views
820
Tamazi 123
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aeri
Venting Farewell Buddies ~ Love you to the Moon and back ~ This is Adieu
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30
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3K
Sensei
Sensei
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Method Need opinions on meds
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18
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1K
Hadenoughoflife
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HighwayToHell
SN questions
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45
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3K
Delia
Delia
Chaoticbpd
Help Feeling impulsive please help
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5
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1K
Chaoticbpd
Chaoticbpd
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Method Taken my meds
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3
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904
Hadenoughoflife
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Jean4
They Don’t Belong Here... But Do
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37
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3K
soundsofsilence
soundsofsilence
paroxyical
Venting SN and CO methods give me hope.
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0
Views
577
paroxyical
paroxyical
N
I find it odd that sodium nitrite is at least part of the antidote for cyanide (see link.)
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0
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606
NotWhatIExpected
N
R
Has anyone had an experience with the police related to being suicidal? what was your experience?
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49
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4K
ctbUniquectb
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katyhere
Venting Feeling so guilty about lying for drugs ...
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9
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1K
ghostspace
ghostspace
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Method Laetrile Amygdalin overdose
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9
Views
2K
NotWhatIExpected
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MatrixDemon
Help Best ways
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21
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2K
k75
k75
Mikmikkit
Help Help with antiemetic
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17
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1K
one4all
one4all
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Prone to vomiting
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10
Views
795
NotWhatIExpected
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C
Method Carbon monoxide poisoning
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48
Views
10K
LostAllHope7651
LostAllHope7651
Q
I just don’t want to be here anymore
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8
Views
964
AlreadyGone
AlreadyGone
SadHam
Venting so tired
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8
Views
705
SuiSqueeze92
SuiSqueeze92
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Sodium nitrite question
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9
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2K
jgm63
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I'm often afraid that even in little comments on the internet, I'll be too cocky about being pro-suicide and some organization will crush me for it
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13
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995
NotWhatIExpected
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HorribleFeelings1
I need to get through March
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1
Views
512
Broken Chimera
Broken Chimera
A
Ctb date is around the corner
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9
Views
807
asifkhanny12345
A
LostAllHope7651
Sick of getting up everyday and feeling like you have no purpose.....
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7
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1K
LostAllHope7651
LostAllHope7651
Mustkeyknow
Venting Fuck my mom. Tonight is the night.
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19
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2K
rntmss
rntmss
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Anyone else feel like the world's punching bag?
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22
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1K
Mizzmini45
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Lady Lazarus 2020
Who is up & what are you doing?
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40
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2K
Mooshi
Mooshi
Sour
Intense personality changes
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12
Views
896
notjustyetagain
notjustyetagain
gnomeboy17
Primperan & Rantinine
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5
Views
607
Soul
Soul
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If SN is out, is amitriptyline the next best option?
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21
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3K
gnomeboy17
gnomeboy17
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Help with bad thoughts
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0
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469
Cleversusie
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U
Things don’t get better. It’s a myth.
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46
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3K
Emily123
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Banquo501
I think tonight is the night
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24
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2K
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
new life
Method How to keep a secret
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15
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2K
new life
new life
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Resource Survival Instinct is not psychological hangups about CTB
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2
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1K
Mr2005
Mr2005
Lilmeowssi
Help How do you know it’s time
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21
Views
1K
Mywill
Mywill
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bruh I wanna go
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6
Views
776
SettOne1994
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TheLastSacrifice
Told my father I plan to CTB within 14 days if something doesn't change
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4
Views
1K
TheLastSacrifice
TheLastSacrifice
sadsoul
Venting Inhibited when talking to people
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13
Views
1K
okkkk
okkkk
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Method I need help with a method
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11
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2K
SettOne1994
S
CynicalHopelessness
Story I told my mother, point blank, that I'm going to CTB
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15
Views
2K
TheLastSacrifice
TheLastSacrifice
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Venting Rejected for therapy
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6
Views
860
Whale_bones
Whale_bones
MsMaudlin
Story Look what's just arrived!
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30
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3K
HelensNepenthe
HelensNepenthe
Fallen_From_Grace
Method CTB without vomiting?
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5
Views
1K
littlelady774
littlelady774
HighwayToHell
Venting Tried talking to mum
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1
Views
819
Whitewash11235814
Whitewash11235814
TheLastSacrifice
Told my father I plan to CTB within 14 days if something doesn't change
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0
Views
872
TheLastSacrifice
TheLastSacrifice
aeri
Venting I just should die already-
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4
Views
760
faust
faust
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What does metoclopramide feel like? Does it cause stomach discomfort like meclizine does?
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40
Views
2K
one4all
one4all
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