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Suicide Discussion

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Anyone know what is the success rate of using just benzodiazepines (lormetazepam in this case)?
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LastRide
LastRide
justfloating
i'm putting on an act for everyone around me
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15
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954
OverItAll
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paroxyical
Help CTB on impulse as revenge or proof of how much someone/the world has hurt you
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39
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2K
Night Sky
Night Sky
BumperCrop
Swimming on Benzodiazepines
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23
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1K
faust
faust
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Venting Despair
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3
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526
Night Sky
Night Sky
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Last Meal Anyone?
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9
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889
socrates
socrates
Alcal
Tomorrow
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40
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3K
Otter
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Serio
Story This is kind of a story/vent I Suck
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1
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923
Oyoy
Oyoy
Penguinbee
Bruised carotid artery?
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4
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867
itsbigbraintime
itsbigbraintime
LostAllHope7651
Discussion Need someone to keep me grounded because I’m not capable of doing it alone
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6
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1K
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
Melkus2020
  • Locked
Should I lose my virginity and become a man before I die?
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127
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6K
90sAesthetics
90sAesthetics
sadbunny
Venting I’m over it
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8
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1K
Melkus2020
Melkus2020
BPDbitch
Venting Chinese Whispers
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6
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882
BPDbitch
BPDbitch
TimeTheTaleWereTold
going to source some SN soon
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3
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629
Indieblue
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Alternative methods/sources for PP ctb
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6
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741
calendulo
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Just a hello!
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11
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639
toska
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Dark days
Discussion Pharmacy and Psychiatry effects
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4
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581
Dark days
Dark days
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Different SN brand
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14
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1K
Cherrybreeze
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Help DDMP
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0
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619
setmefree
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Impulsivity or planned?
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12
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1K
YukiFox
YukiFox
oxymoron
Discussion Does the type of suicide determine where you go?
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14
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2K
Throwmyselfaway
Throwmyselfaway
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Help An Important? update on my situation.
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0
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895
ryla2090
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Help We've talked about sn dosing for larger people, but what about very small people?
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6
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791
jgm63
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Venting Went on a date, turns out she knows my ex
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3
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806
Lostandfound7
Lostandfound7
Deleted-User-0
Discussion How I managed to ease up the fear of death as well as CTB. What are your feelings?
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24
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2K
a.n.kirillov
a.n.kirillov
faust
N in Tijuana/El Paso
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12
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979
faust
faust
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Discussion SN Quality Test
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3
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874
Deleted member 14386
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S
Meto or any antiemetic help
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4
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1K
WEASEL1234
WEASEL1234
HorribleFeelings1
What happens after death?
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11
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1K
Banquo501
Banquo501
x-Ace-x
Help Can I hold SN inside a glass jar even if there's a lot of moisture outside?
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3
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1K
BPD Barbie
BPD Barbie
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Help What type of CTB would be appropriate for me if someone else died instead of me in an accident
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5
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758
Nutshell
Nutshell
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Method SN Order arrived
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5
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815
SugarbushMtn
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thrwaway99
Discussion Buying cyanide?
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36
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9K
NotWhatIExpected
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littlelady774
Discussion Does anyone know why cyanide poisoning is so painful?
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6
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2K
NotWhatIExpected
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Lost.
N vs fenatyl
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13
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997
Deleted member 14386
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T
Venting I just want to die now
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10
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1K
Lady Lazarus 2020
Lady Lazarus 2020
Black Rose Bunny
I’m too depressing to have friends.
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28
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1K
Lady Lazarus 2020
Lady Lazarus 2020
Aleandra Felix
Help Desensitization and dodging survival instinct
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12
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1K
Mr2005
Mr2005
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sorry to bother
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7
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2K
Thanatos
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Mistry420
Discussion Who will find me ?
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2
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599
Soul
Soul
Tasdevil
Method SN ordered.
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18
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1K
Quarky00
Quarky00
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Cremation arrangement
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2
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1K
kamakura
K
Thisgirlwantstosleep
Venting Just got escorted to hospital by police
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12
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2K
russian_roulette
russian_roulette
SuicideBoys93
Video of nine year old with disabilities bullied to the point of wanting to CTB
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39
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3K
deck of cards
deck of cards
Lost.
Method SN with no antiemetic?
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2
Views
723
russian_roulette
russian_roulette
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Blood donation
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31
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3K
Onlyborrowedtime
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LogicalConclusion
Help Delayed email to police
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60
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7K
jgm63
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SuicideBoys93
Question about SN
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19
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2K
jgm63
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Method Questions about CTB via Artery Cut
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0
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927
HiddenAndBlue
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hamnspammaam
Method SN and beach water?
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20
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1K
Deleted member 14386
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