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Suicide Discussion

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Method Questions about CTB by hanging
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14
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RoadtoFreedomTwo
RoadtoFreedomTwo
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Venting I've hit the point where I genuinely can't see any possible good outcome in life
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4
Views
417
lawlietsph
lawlietsph
natsuobun
Born in the wrong body And forced to deal with it
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39
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2K
SonicNurse
SonicNurse
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Remember
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5
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301
mjolnir
mjolnir
Wolframium
Did I have a panic attack?
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4
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570
Wolframium
Wolframium
Grausamkeit
Venting Have returned here. I thought id never come back.
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7
Views
768
just_a_guy
just_a_guy
unendingempty
Method Overdose Advice- Fluoxetine
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9
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2K
orbwithinorb
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tinyfox
Help Questions about full suspension. Help to small guidе
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6
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2K
JesiBel
JesiBel
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thoughts on barbiturates?
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17
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1K
orbwithinorb
O
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Is there any hope of getting N at this point any more?
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36
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3K
orbwithinorb
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pogostick
I pussied out and am looking for advice
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8
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1K
ThisGameIsOverrated
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prettyclam
Who here cries everyday?
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44
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2K
threeeyedfawn
threeeyedfawn
Claymore7274
Help I found my sweet spot with partial (?)
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2
Views
715
Claymore7274
Claymore7274
eggsausagerice
Venting at what point am i making excuses to not progress in my recovery or suicide?
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1
Views
534
Midnightkitty
Midnightkitty
LucifersIntrovert
Venting Just failed my final law class
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2
Views
811
Unknown21
Unknown21
S
I feel so hopeless...
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0
Views
329
Soulful
S
TAW122
Discussion What would happen if society was more/less neutral about CTB (neither encouraging nor discouraging it)?
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4
Views
720
TAW122
TAW122
trashisland
problems in every single area of life
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2
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360
trashisland
trashisland
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  • Question
Discussion Why not inject steroids and die young?
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2
Views
264
Nobodi
Nobodi
RadiantNumber
Discussion This world is a purgatory (?)
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2
Views
495
RadiantNumber
RadiantNumber
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Discussion Would it be safe to take SN in a motel or a hotel?
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0
Views
285
heydude56
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collidedsigns
Venting I’ve just stopped functioning
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1
Views
471
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
Pancake
Venting Beginning to Relapse on this Depressive Mentality
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1
Views
380
UserFromNowhere
UserFromNowhere
struggles_inc
Venting Need some support, I guess
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11
Views
907
Forever Sleep
F
T
Codeine questions
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5
Views
596
RadiantNumber
RadiantNumber
Z
Venting I don’t want to do this, but I feel like I have no other option
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9
Views
820
Forever Sleep
F
countrySpacious0
Help How to hit carotid when I have a fat neck
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1
Views
821
deathisapanacea
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SadCryingBunny
Exit Bag
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0
Views
496
SadCryingBunny
SadCryingBunny
Warlord's Pulse
Venting "You're too xxxxxx to kill yourself" FUCK OFF
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10
Views
857
Warlord's Pulse
Warlord's Pulse
computer
what are all of your thoughts/experiences with diphenhydramine (benadryl)
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9
Views
717
LifeIsASadist
LifeIsASadist
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i’m so tired
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3
Views
300
cursedlife
C
Terrible_Life
I feel ready to commit suicide
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4
Views
718
Terrible_Life
Terrible_Life
Jisatsu
Discussion How drunk and high do i have to be to finally beat out SI?
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3
Views
412
blacksand
blacksand
katara
I live the same day everyday
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30
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1K
Pluto
Pluto
Lazy
Just tried my setup, now I'm tempted to just do it
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1
Views
597
Jadeith
J
ineedtogetout
Venting Survival instinct is a obsticale that keep me stuck in this heillish existance
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0
Views
266
ineedtogetout
ineedtogetout
wheelsonthebus
  • Question
Venting What medications have you tried and what made them not work for you?
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9
Views
957
littlecutecorpse
littlecutecorpse
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Discussion Distilled water or plain water when taking SN??
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1
Views
300
ineed2gosoon
ineed2gosoon
schatzbunny
will i suffer for eternity?
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11
Views
722
atlanticus0_0
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lemonandcapers
Want To Scream
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3
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312
gunmetalblue
gunmetalblue
bunnyloop
how will i know when i’m ready
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2
Views
647
caquico
caquico
trashisland
I hate people
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3
Views
672
HangMan123
H
D
I'm so afraid of failure
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9
Views
779
caquico
caquico
fourleaftiger
Help Help me out; dealing with DID and suicidal thoughts
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12
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967
NormallyNeurotic
NormallyNeurotic
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Help How to not feel guilty about making new friends?
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1
Views
358
joey2424
joey2424
KattinKai!
Venting Should I die?
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1
Views
239
Hollowman
H
pharma
Venting I hate being gay
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9
Views
973
systemic_livestock
systemic_livestock
Liebestod
Making excuses to extend my ctb date
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4
Views
879
looking4partner
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crazyclem
Venting I want to have a failed attempt
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5
Views
698
Hellis
Hellis
Warlord's Pulse
Discussion Are you within an internal war?
Replies
7
Views
424
KlMeNw
KlMeNw
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