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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
N
I just don't know why i am still alive
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3
Views
446
Forever Sleep
F
shinitai_sh0jo
Venting I feel like I'm spiraling down again, and I can't warn anyone.
Replies
2
Views
434
Forever Sleep
F
caesium
Venting I have no one
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1
Views
352
disabledaccount0452
D
squillykilly
Discussion More afterlife thoughts
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2
Views
245
owarikigan
owarikigan
squillykilly
Venting Is this all it'll ever be?
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2
Views
314
gayboy300
G
owarikigan
i'm told a surprising amount to just do it
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1
Views
332
Forever Sleep
F
M
Help CO Method with Car
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6
Views
517
kurgan
kurgan
FakeProdigy
Thoughts on CO2 poisoning?
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1
Views
533
SomewhereNew
SomewhereNew
woofwag
There's a world where I did live
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0
Views
297
woofwag
woofwag
daydreamer52
Help Anyone with a scale and a measure that can help?
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4
Views
366
slowlydying2mrrw
slowlydying2mrrw
dewdfish
Method Alcohol + Jumping
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9
Views
822
dewdfish
dewdfish
suicidesergal
Sexual suicide
Replies
10
Views
892
somewhatdeadly
somewhatdeadly
Sleeper System
Planning Stage Before Ending Myself ™️
Replies
12
Views
875
ilovenewyork
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Discussion What do you use for storing SN?
Replies
3
Views
331
lamy's sacred sleep
lamy's sacred sleep
zdeweilx
Method Is starving to death a viable option to CTB ?
Replies
44
Views
2K
slowlydying2mrrw
slowlydying2mrrw
aceless_spade
If the door is open I am jumping
Replies
8
Views
598
NearlyIrrelevantCake
NearlyIrrelevantCake
wildflowers1996
I'm scared this is karma
Replies
36
Views
2K
StrawberryBlood
StrawberryBlood
Liebestod
Discussion Does having a ctb date really help?
Replies
5
Views
503
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
instormdrains
Gonna be dead in an hour
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22
Views
2K
instormdrains
instormdrains
dangerstars
Venting i don't think they love me the way i love them
Replies
1
Views
383
Gangrel
Gangrel
Dead_Rose
Method Advice needed
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2
Views
518
cemeteryismyhome
cemeteryismyhome
Decayed
am i selfish for not wanting to be alone
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3
Views
387
JamieD
J
moldyara2002
I don’t want my family to even see my ashes
Replies
4
Views
393
JamieD
J
eggsausagerice
i feel like ctbing in my house
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0
Views
443
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
Claymore7274
Venting I can't cry
Replies
10
Views
722
Sadbanana
S
Sleeper System
8 Billion Souls ™️ (Graphic Rant)
Replies
1
Views
394
badatparties
badatparties
meowmauve
therapy
Replies
1
Views
282
Forveleth
F
braintorture
Help Dealing with not being caught with ordering online
Replies
9
Views
983
EmpressDean
EmpressDean
RENOX
Method Will suffocation inside a car works?
Replies
6
Views
1K
badatparties
badatparties
Kazu Ha
Venting I hate my life
Replies
2
Views
496
honeythunder
H
Midnightkitty
Venting Being open about being suicidal has only caused me to lose people.
Replies
7
Views
706
Hibiki
Hibiki
GleefulGrimshade
BE CAREFUL WITH AIRBNB AND HOTELS
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4
Views
827
reb
R
SomedayorNexttime
Help Does anyone know how to effectively hang with a cord? I want to half hang as I heard it’s effective.
Replies
1
Views
318
Ramire_Artes
R
M
I don't know if I'll survive this month. Lots of debt
Replies
4
Views
451
Ramire_Artes
R
LonelyPrince
Venting Weak. Pathetic.
Replies
6
Views
632
Roseate
R
Boudika
Help How much it would cost to clean my dead body?
Replies
1
Views
386
kurgan
kurgan
burninghill
Intrusive thoughts or truly just a terrible person?
Replies
2
Views
329
suicidesergal
suicidesergal
scary
Method Probably the worst CTB method (that I will attempt anyway)
Replies
9
Views
2K
peacefulsleepnow
P
OOUUneverover
NSFW Sex as a form of self harm?
Replies
7
Views
942
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
princeseadove
Help What’s the sweet spot and how can I find it?
Replies
6
Views
467
Forveleth
F
mlb
For people who attempted ctb outside - how did you feel?
Replies
24
Views
2K
like_a_bird
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kipstriesagain
Venting Probably maybe killing myself in a few days, my thoughts
Replies
1
Views
369
GleefulGrimshade
GleefulGrimshade
Kotaru Chan
Megathread (Brasil) - Tentativas Fracassadas
Replies
6
Views
1K
Alive42long
Alive42long
E
Venting Waiting for SN to arrive is so ass
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3
Views
514
Bimbosqualo
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O
Fent or something equivalent on the dark web, how easy is it to obtain this a good alternative is this to N?
Replies
11
Views
1K
Liebestod
Liebestod
omgkawaiiamagai
  • Question
doubt about sn
Replies
1
Views
337
disabledaccount0452
D
Dinnerwith6
Am I still alive or already in the afterlife
Replies
4
Views
366
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
KattinKai!
I wish
Replies
0
Views
231
KattinKai!
KattinKai!
S
Does C still sell N in the dark markets?
Replies
3
Views
586
Sniperassault2012
S
LakeMungoGirl
I told my friend I’m planning on CTB and instead she offered to fly me to her state so we could live together
Replies
20
Views
2K
doomedforsure
D
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