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Suicide Discussion

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kat_
i think i've accepted i'm going to ctb
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3
Views
592
fruitninjamaster
fruitninjamaster
L
Can’t take it anymore, tomorrow might be my last day
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2
Views
441
lifeishopeless
L
bpdbun
Method Overdose on various meds
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6
Views
1K
dying_kwik2000
dying_kwik2000
Lou_Charthethird
Help I just cant figure out how to get the night night method to work, and its making me more hopeless than ever
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0
Views
408
Lou_Charthethird
Lou_Charthethird
interna
  • Question
Discussion what will your regrets be?
Replies
31
Views
2K
somethingisntreal
somethingisntreal
L
Need opinions on if the rope I’m looking at is suitable for hanging
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18
Views
1K
JesiBel
JesiBel
sashashutup
Discussion would you do something big before ctb?
Replies
1
Views
344
Xi-Xi
Xi-Xi
marksofdespair
Method Glock 27 Gen 3
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5
Views
507
Liebestod
Liebestod
D
I think 2026 will be the end.
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4
Views
514
Liebestod
Liebestod
jakelonely
Venting Does anybody else miss the hospital?
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4
Views
280
kitty.iceFS
kitty.iceFS
seagullsonapiano
Venting I'll never be understood
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0
Views
238
seagullsonapiano
seagullsonapiano
L
okay im gonna try again
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1
Views
375
darksouls
darksouls
ChamberOfEchoes
Discussion He waited for permission before shooting himself.
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3
Views
516
darksouls
darksouls
B
Why wouldn't it work
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2
Views
471
JesiBel
JesiBel
L
hospital blanket
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0
Views
325
llawlietswife
L
L
nah fuck recovery
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0
Views
305
llawlietswife
L
Xi-Xi
Has anyone else in your life caught the bus?
Replies
4
Views
489
LuckyStrike
L
Siamese Believe
What are autistic people generally like when close to ctb?
Replies
3
Views
595
looking4partner
L
collidedsigns
Venting Depression for me is terminal
Replies
2
Views
460
looking4partner
L
akira.kewl
Method my plan, opinions appreciated
Replies
4
Views
1K
akira.kewl
akira.kewl
instormdrains
Either therapy or suicide
Replies
4
Views
445
finallydone
finallydone
woodlandcreature
  • Poll
Discussion for those writing a note (or notes): how long do you think yours will be?
Replies
14
Views
972
Unpoison
Unpoison
T
  • Locked
Method Is there an obtainable method where I can just take something and fall asleep forever?
Replies
2
Views
629
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
iwantoutx
i need urgent help, please
Replies
4
Views
686
ChamberOfEchoes
ChamberOfEchoes
black money boys
NSFW im not ready to die but i have no option
Replies
11
Views
1K
looking4partner
L
Vivisection
Does having a planned ctb date make attempts easier?
Replies
3
Views
463
eggsausagerice
eggsausagerice
UglyCat
i suffer
Replies
1
Views
264
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
nooneyouknow
Venting college idfi pt.2
Replies
1
Views
324
ipmanwc0
ipmanwc0
Mira Gaga
Venting Fucking hate myself.
Replies
1
Views
370
RandomEmptiness
RandomEmptiness
Wakawaka
I dont know what keeps be going
Replies
3
Views
482
looking4partner
L
daydreamer52
Venting Does anybody else feel detached?
Replies
6
Views
497
Chairbed3
C
S
Venting are we serious right now
Replies
2
Views
483
secretariat
S
sweetbraid
Discussion how can you know when enough is enough?
Replies
4
Views
605
looking4partner
L
Claymore7274
Venting A week after my attempt
Replies
1
Views
473
Fabi_2312
Fabi_2312
nikolaigogol
Venting god.
Replies
0
Views
228
nikolaigogol
nikolaigogol
nikolaigogol
Venting i'm so tired
Replies
4
Views
435
nikolaigogol
nikolaigogol
G
Discussion Benzo timing with SN
Replies
2
Views
443
nobodycaresaboutme
nobodycaresaboutme
V
Has anyone considered going to South America to obtain N
Replies
43
Views
3K
losthope1980
L
Dukey
I think it's about time
Replies
8
Views
587
Fabi_2312
Fabi_2312
COP2CON
Why Am I Here?
Replies
13
Views
1K
madwoman
madwoman
T
I dont think DSL/DMC is discoverable on Y search engine
Replies
7
Views
778
°opulentGambler°
°opulentGambler°
FuneralCry
The suffering and torture of existing should not be dismissed
Replies
5
Views
437
wordsoutb4sumnelsin
W
Defenestration
Relationships where I give much more than the other person.
Replies
6
Views
393
Slark
Slark
D
Method Maximizing effectiveness of plan? (intraoral gunshot 9mm JHP)
Replies
9
Views
882
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
zdeweilx
Method Jumping on the rails ?
Replies
6
Views
518
dying2026
D
squillykilly
Discussion The urge to relapse further?
Replies
5
Views
369
nintendo64
nintendo64
alixisbonez
TW! sh pics blood alot tw!!
Replies
13
Views
1K
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
AngelTear
Venting I AM INCAPABLE FEELING LOVE/LOVING BACK
Replies
1
Views
343
kimyoung-jin
K
N
Please help
Replies
1
Views
493
FamilialBlackSheep
FamilialBlackSheep
flaral
Method What are the chances of this failing ?
Replies
4
Views
491
Liebestod
Liebestod
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