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Suicide Discussion

Share with the community any thoughts or feelings you may have regarding suicide and ask questions you can't ask anywhere else.
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I don't want anyone to find my body when I'm dead, I just want to be obliterated
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13
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677
cemeteryismyhome
cemeteryismyhome
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Does anyone wanna chat?
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0
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183
endoftheroad45
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DontTouchMeImFamous
Help Is the sand below the Beachy Head summit too forgiving to guarantee death?
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10
Views
824
metfan647
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R
NSFW bad luck
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3
Views
432
FamilialBlackSheep
FamilialBlackSheep
inkmage333
Venting Feeling selfish for wanting to ctb
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3
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418
inkmage333
inkmage333
alixisbonez
I think I'm dead
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3
Views
462
cursedlife
C
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Help Looking For A Friend
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5
Views
580
Unlucky777
Unlucky777
banger12
Venting banger12 Dedicated Vent Thread/Diary
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9
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945
banger12
banger12
MiMif
Venting Im so fucking lonely
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4
Views
486
Ekim
Ekim
thefarter
where should i ctb?
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7
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545
Carryline
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dodo11
Disabled from SN - has anyone tried to ctb with SN and failed and ended up disabled?
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5
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723
akira.kewl
akira.kewl
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Help SN home vs hotel
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7
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500
peacecomingsoon
peacecomingsoon
scary
To all of the normies reading through this site, yes I am in fact "anti"-suicide
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10
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1K
scary
scary
DeusVult
Psych ward doctors told me to kill myself
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21
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936
gottacheckout
gottacheckout
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Discussion Suicide Rehearsal?
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3
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331
venerated-vader
venerated-vader
notevenhere
FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ON METO!!!!! the last piece to my CTB PLAN IS GOING TO BE COMPLETE!!!!
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10
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1K
DeathSweetDeath
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snowsilence
Help Will it work ?
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5
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369
taker_of_insulin
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the_psychiatrist
Discussion CTB tonight
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7
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798
cakedog
cakedog
R
Digital food scale counts pan grams
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5
Views
254
gottacheckout
gottacheckout
Saponification
Venting Anyone else disconnected from reality?
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2
Views
295
Arb
Arb
R
Venting I keep going to do it then stopping
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1
Views
237
weallhaveourghosts
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A_Spartan_Dead
Discussion Anyone know how to induce a heart attack (don't have access to meds)?
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12
Views
812
TheEmptyVoid
TheEmptyVoid
R
Taking sn in daytime or night
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1
Views
186
Kazu Ha
Kazu Ha
D
Venting (a dumb hypothesis) a reason why suicide is a taboo
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2
Views
251
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
coldworld
Venting wanting to be loved but also not wanting to be alive
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5
Views
424
Happy Cat
Happy Cat
iwillgrowwings
Venting Is it all for attention?
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1
Views
372
itsgone2
I
SunnySideSummer
Story I think its over for me
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5
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1K
iwanttodie019
I
tir
  • Question
where can i cut
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7
Views
455
centipededrinksmilk
centipededrinksmilk
D
Kairos Kollar?
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5
Views
626
doughmixer1982
D
P
Venting i failed my attempt
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3
Views
753
Aplev
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indianachrome
Chronic Pain as a Parent & CTB
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3
Views
202
Drogon
Drogon
TAW122
Venting Yet another thread highlighting pro-lifer hypocrisy when it comes to RTD and choice
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5
Views
680
TAW122
TAW122
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Venting SH Trigger Warning: Deep Cuts for a Shallow Life
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2
Views
684
Cauliflour
Cauliflour
GleefulGrimshade
Story Two fatigues recognizing each other
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0
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190
GleefulGrimshade
GleefulGrimshade
nintendo64
Venting My incredibly depressing Christmas
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7
Views
674
nintendo64
nintendo64
BrighterMoon
Venting 2026 might be my year
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0
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331
BrighterMoon
BrighterMoon
suicidalcatlady
I just want my life to end but …
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1
Views
314
GleefulGrimshade
GleefulGrimshade
lastsunset
  • Question
Venting I can’t think of an amusing title
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3
Views
464
lastsunset
lastsunset
disabledlife
Are you afraid of losing your independence? Being disabled, going to hospital for your life, being in a "body jail" with less and less freedom...
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7
Views
556
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
black money boys
  • Question
Help where is the specific SN dosage for weight
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0
Views
221
black money boys
black money boys
B
Help How to get sodium nitrite in East Europe
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2
Views
270
snow leopard
snow leopard
1
Help How do you deal with the pain of partial hanging crushing your throat/trachea?
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6
Views
2K
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
akira.kewl
Discussion experiences w/ partial hanging?
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9
Views
1K
akira.kewl
akira.kewl
bunn
Venting i literally have to die
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1
Views
764
Aplev
A
m3nhera
Help Need help with hanging
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6
Views
1K
m3nhera
m3nhera
E
Hate that the only thing keeping me alive is not wanting to inconvenience family
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0
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262
Exhausted546
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hanggirl
Help Oxycodone for SI? (Full-suspension hanging)
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4
Views
539
hanggirl
hanggirl
Caribbean Sky
  • Question
What is KN and SA?
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4
Views
531
Caribbean Sky
Caribbean Sky
A
Method is doing the entire SN protocol necessary for a successful attempt or a simple SN solution is enough for most people?
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2
Views
493
Forever Sleep
F
under
Venting how do i stop myself from wanting to get worse?
Replies
4
Views
571
tir
tir
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