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Suicide Discussion

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inkmage333
Venting Feeling selfish for wanting to ctb
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3
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361
inkmage333
inkmage333
alixisbonez
I think I'm dead
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3
Views
388
cursedlife
C
I
Help Looking For A Friend
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5
Views
503
Unlucky777
Unlucky777
banger12
Venting banger12 Dedicated Vent Thread/Diary
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9
Views
901
banger12
banger12
MiMif
Venting Im so fucking lonely
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4
Views
409
Ekim
Ekim
thefarter
where should i ctb?
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7
Views
485
Carryline
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dodo11
Disabled from SN - has anyone tried to ctb with SN and failed and ended up disabled?
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5
Views
685
akira.kewl
akira.kewl
C
Help SN home vs hotel
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7
Views
437
peacecomingsoon
peacecomingsoon
scary
To all of the normies reading through this site, yes I am in fact "anti"-suicide
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10
Views
925
scary
scary
DeusVult
Psych ward doctors told me to kill myself
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21
Views
818
gottacheckout
gottacheckout
I
Discussion Suicide Rehearsal?
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3
Views
276
venerated-vader
venerated-vader
notevenhere
FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ON METO!!!!! the last piece to my CTB PLAN IS GOING TO BE COMPLETE!!!!
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10
Views
1K
DeathSweetDeath
D
snowsilence
Help Will it work ?
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5
Views
297
taker_of_insulin
T
the_psychiatrist
Discussion CTB tonight
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7
Views
719
cakedog
cakedog
R
Digital food scale counts pan grams
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5
Views
213
gottacheckout
gottacheckout
Saponification
Venting Anyone else disconnected from reality?
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2
Views
244
Arb
Arb
T
I feel like I owe my kids a note
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5
Views
315
WhiteRabbit
WhiteRabbit
R
Venting I keep going to do it then stopping
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1
Views
198
weallhaveourghosts
W
A_Spartan_Dead
Discussion Anyone know how to induce a heart attack (don't have access to meds)?
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12
Views
690
TheEmptyVoid
TheEmptyVoid
R
Taking sn in daytime or night
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1
Views
147
Kazu Ha
Kazu Ha
D
Venting (a dumb hypothesis) a reason why suicide is a taboo
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2
Views
199
Dejected 55
Dejected 55
coldworld
Venting wanting to be loved but also not wanting to be alive
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5
Views
351
Happy Cat
Happy Cat
iwillgrowwings
Venting Is it all for attention?
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1
Views
325
itsgone2
I
SunnySideSummer
Story I think its over for me
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5
Views
955
iwanttodie019
I
tir
  • Question
where can i cut
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7
Views
384
centipededrinksmilk
centipededrinksmilk
D
Kairos Kollar?
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5
Views
502
doughmixer1982
D
P
Venting i failed my attempt
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3
Views
694
Aplev
A
indianachrome
Chronic Pain as a Parent & CTB
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3
Views
160
Drogon
Drogon
TAW122
Venting Yet another thread highlighting pro-lifer hypocrisy when it comes to RTD and choice
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5
Views
577
TAW122
TAW122
Chemi
Venting SH Trigger Warning: Deep Cuts for a Shallow Life
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2
Views
624
Cauliflour
Cauliflour
GleefulGrimshade
Story Two fatigues recognizing each other
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0
Views
145
GleefulGrimshade
GleefulGrimshade
nintendo64
Venting My incredibly depressing Christmas
Replies
7
Views
593
nintendo64
nintendo64
BrighterMoon
Venting 2026 might be my year
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0
Views
263
BrighterMoon
BrighterMoon
suicidalcatlady
I just want my life to end but …
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1
Views
265
GleefulGrimshade
GleefulGrimshade
lastsunset
  • Question
Venting I can’t think of an amusing title
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3
Views
402
lastsunset
lastsunset
disabledlife
Are you afraid of losing your independence? Being disabled, going to hospital for your life, being in a "body jail" with less and less freedom...
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7
Views
491
FuneralCry
FuneralCry
black money boys
  • Question
Help where is the specific SN dosage for weight
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0
Views
170
black money boys
black money boys
B
Help How to get sodium nitrite in East Europe
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2
Views
220
snow leopard
snow leopard
1
Help How do you deal with the pain of partial hanging crushing your throat/trachea?
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6
Views
1K
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
akira.kewl
Discussion experiences w/ partial hanging?
Replies
9
Views
1K
akira.kewl
akira.kewl
bunn
Venting i literally have to die
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1
Views
703
Aplev
A
sohopelessandempty
Help Need help with hanging
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6
Views
1K
sohopelessandempty
sohopelessandempty
E
Hate that the only thing keeping me alive is not wanting to inconvenience family
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0
Views
215
Exhausted546
E
hanggirl
Help Oxycodone for SI? (Full-suspension hanging)
Replies
4
Views
461
hanggirl
hanggirl
Caribbean Sky
  • Question
What is KN and SA?
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4
Views
461
Caribbean Sky
Caribbean Sky
A
Method is doing the entire SN protocol necessary for a successful attempt or a simple SN solution is enough for most people?
Replies
2
Views
433
Forever Sleep
F
under
Venting how do i stop myself from wanting to get worse?
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4
Views
521
tir
tir
T
Venting Loneliness, failing marriage & disconnected family unit
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4
Views
398
turkishcoffee77
T
AngelTear
Venting I JUST WANT THE SUFFERING TO END
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2
Views
531
AngelTear
AngelTear
e!kent
Venting Craving for LIFE
Replies
5
Views
618
OnMyLast Legs
OnMyLast Legs
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