Discussion Zip tie method advice?

[progressingdeath]

I tried the zip tie method where I put it around my neck and head but panicked. I was sure my placement was right. Above the Adam's Apple at an angle towards my ears but I panicked once it got fuzzy and right before my ex boyfriend left the drive way I ran to him and cried about how I didn't want to die then ended up oding the next day after he came home but not late enough.

Was this just SI? Or did I do something wrong. I did it tight too and it caused some scarring to cut it off. Also Any other methods?
I did it in sort of a bad mental space. I think it might have been about being alone more than anything. I also thought about our dog. I don't have any of that anymore and I had a resolute to die then and still do now. My only almost 100% successful attempts have been semi accidents when drunk. I intended on dying but didn't think it would happen and did a lot of drugs each time and overdosed. One flat line. Each time I intend to die it either doesn't work at all because it's bunk or I just wake up still high :/

Thinking about combining opioid overdose with another method too. Any ideas? Can't do gun, maybe carbon monoxide

 

[RoseGirl]

yeah that was si lol
most methods give u that fuzzy feeling and feeling of fear. from bleeding out to carbon monoxide to hanging to sn.
okay correction the feeling of fear is optional

 

[SparkleWater]

I havent heard of the zip tie method. Was it from the megathread?