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LadyAlastor

LadyAlastor

Fading In And out losing time with the two I love.
Jan 13, 2020
151
Their are alot of times I just wanna sleep and not wake up. It feels like sleep is the only bit of mental rest I can get granted i love spending time with my partners I just feel so disconnected at times and it just makes me feel like shit because it affect the time I have left with them and hate that this is how I feel but it's just so tempting to pass out.
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
Yes. I sleep all the time. It's my only escape from reality.
 
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LadyAlastor

LadyAlastor

Fading In And out losing time with the two I love.
Jan 13, 2020
151
Yes. I sleep all the time. It's my only escape from reality.
Your headline, its beautiful oh how I would take his hand to feel his loving embrace and mercy.
(Devoted satanist, sorry )
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,469
Your headline, its beautiful oh how I would take his hand to feel his loving embrace and mercy.
(Devoted satanist, sorry )
Yeah it's a nice title. I got it from a song lyric :ahhha:
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,880
Every time I go to sleep (evening / or just coz I'm tiered and I have an afternoon nap) I wish so much for a natural death while sleeping. But yes I'm fully aware that this is as unlikely as winning the lottery jackpot in the same time. If it was only easier for all of us who just want to leave this existence and this world to be relieved from agony and suffering.
 
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usernameforss

Member
Jan 17, 2023
23
My dream
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
Yes. Sleep is like a little death.
A very welcome break from reality.
 
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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
426
For sure, since I rarely sleep. I have zero sleep drive. I never get tired. I envy people that can sleep normally.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,865
Of course I do, in fact it's all I've ever wished for. I see so much beauty in being able to sleep forever with this existence finally forgotten about. It just sounds so peaceful and ideal being completely unaware of everything and being unable to suffer, having the ability to exist in this world really is such a dreadful thing, I see the existence of life as being nothing more than a horrific mistake.
 
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Leiden

Arcanist
Sep 1, 2020
435
Everyday of my horrific existence. I have panic attacks upon waking up. Reality setting in.
 
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DurkheimsCat

Member
May 27, 2023
57
When I was ten I wished to go to sleep and not wake up. Every year on my birthday (when it was celebrated) I wished to die in my sleep. When I got surgery last year, my very first thought after coming out of anesthesia was, damn I'm still alive </3 and every morning when I wake up I'm consumed by my desire to ctb.
 
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