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shesalreadygone

shesalreadygone

Per aspera...ad astra
Mar 23, 2026
5
Personally, I live with a roommate. It does make it a bit hard by having them around, but significantly easier than living with my parents. My past attempts were done at night, after midnight, where it's calm and quiet. Was also a good time to send my last-goodbyes to people I care about while they were asleep. Unfortunately I've woken up, and after a while decided to move on to a different method.

Since then I've been planning my next attempt to be during the day, (when my roomie's at work), cause it'd be weird for her to wake up at night (she usually does) and stumble upon me messing around with a bunch of chemicals, since I'm trying it with SN this time. It'll also be good to feel the early morning sun on my skin one last time... As some may despise it, I like the sun's warmth. There's also something.... special? about being at home in the morning. Usually at these hours I'm at college, or at school when I was little. And if it's a weekend or holiday, I'd just sleep till noon.

How about you? I'd be interested in hearing your thoughts on it, if you feel like sharing...
 
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poppinpercs34

poppinpercs34

ZOMBiE GANG
Mar 3, 2026
17
i rather ctb at night, probably drive to the Cinematic Music Group headquarters and do it off the top of it, it would bother the least people when i do as most people will be asleep or atleast at home (i'd do it at like 12 AM)
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,216
During the day. Stupid I know but, I think it being dark would make it more scary. Even with lights on.
 
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singingcrow

singingcrow

Student
Jul 7, 2024
170
during the day. i would like to feel a soft sunlight on my face and hear the pretty birds sing as i go
 
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dreaming

dreaming

sleepy
Feb 11, 2026
102
night, it feels so much more peaceful and quiet, and I can be unbothered.
I want a moment as close to peace as I can get.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,173
on a warm autumn night, in the moonlight, in nature
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

Waiting for my permanent darkness to arrive
Oct 21, 2024
592
Early morning hours, in the woods, the sun filtering it's way through the leaves......
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Day but raining.
 
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nitrogenous

nitrogenous

Just wanna break free of all suffering
Dec 26, 2025
252
Ooh, and during a severe thunderstorm!

I'm weird, I know!
I'm the same!! I'm thinking of like a dark stormy weather with thunderstorms as well. Hearing the thunderstorms and the sound of the raindrops plus the humidity of the air (and the smell of rain I that makes sense) would give me comfort…
 
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SoLowHollow48

SoLowHollow48

Corporate Rat
Nov 24, 2025
165
That hour before night fall when the sky is pink. I want to see that one last time.

But maybe at night is ideal? So the EMTs won't have to drive through rush hour. Traffic is shit here.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
896
I will do it early in the morning. Just when the first rays of the sunshine show up.
 
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Star67

Member
Mar 12, 2026
50
Likely at night. That way I'd be able to send some final text messages out without anyone contacting authorities and I'd be gone by the time everyone wakes up
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,889
I do not have a preference for time of day. However, I will need to kill myself during the day while my partner is at work.
 
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Anarcholoser

Anarcholoser

patron saint of denial
Jan 8, 2021
37
I plan on attempting with SN right before bed. Minimizes the risk of anyone finding me in time to give the antidote, and I think it will be easier to stay calm if I'm already tired.
 
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leoneliona

leoneliona

YEOWCH
Mar 31, 2026
40
Most likely at night. Less chance of getting caught, and since my method is SN it alleviates my anxiety of being caught somewhat.
 
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Dinozauria

Dinozauria

Long sought rest
Feb 8, 2026
120
I would rather CTB at night personally since there's less people around
Plus, with my method, I kinda need to do it at night to avoid patrols that look for suicidal people at my CTBing spot đź« 
 
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Hopel3ss

Hopel3ss

Member
Mar 31, 2025
13
I would prefer to do it at night, but I will probably do it in the morning.
 
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mushroom_blue

mushroom_blue

Member
Mar 30, 2026
13
Ideally during or shortly after sunset, doing it somewhere in nature would be nice too
 
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LadyEve

LadyEve

Patience and resolve will get me there
Mar 29, 2026
22
I would prefer to ctb with the sun on my skin. But I will most likely do it in the middle of the night.
 
soonatpeace777888

soonatpeace777888

Arcanist
Jul 4, 2023
402
During the day, but as others have said, night is safer.
 
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egyptian_baddie

Student
Feb 6, 2026
111
At night, its really cold outside, middle of week, everyone is sleeping peacefully, and as the day starts, sun comes out, i be gone peacefully with birds signing on the veranda marking my death
 
meatballlover

meatballlover

Member
Feb 23, 2026
94
Night time was always the most peaceful to me. I wish it could be night but my only chance is day
 
OtterFromTheCosmos

OtterFromTheCosmos

Overthinking Otter Boy
Mar 19, 2026
17
At night, easy, it's the only time where I can do without my parents, or other people in general....
 
undecidedfool

undecidedfool

I'm just here.
Oct 29, 2024
45
I used to assume I'd go at night, but now logistics push me towards doing it during the day. I won't complain though. Like others said, feeling the sunshine one last time will be nice
 
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PaperAK

I just wanna play games
Nov 16, 2025
13
Maybe I'm just boring or basic, but I don't really care. It's all the same to me
 

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