Discussion Would you choose to be saved during your ctb?

[curiousbeing]

Say, you feel very confused, guilty, strong SI, your pets and you decide to go ahead and ctb. During ctb, you know it's going to be successful but you are given a choice to save yourself. Would you save your life or decide to complete your ctb? I mean, is there any chance, possibility you would choose to save your life?

 

[Praestat_Mori]

When I am so close, I don't want to be saved, because when I am already so close, everything is already lost and there is no hope anymore. In such a case, its better to die than to live.

 

[tone]

No, I will want to fully complete it.

 

[rozeske]

Once i decide and go in, i don't wanna get out of that room alive.

 

[nymb]

if I already started it, no. But I can stop while drinking the SN, without calling someone.

 

[ForWhatPurpose]

If i know it's gonna work, I'm just gonnna finish it. Not gonna choose to be stuck in the cycle of shit anymore.

 

[ASp4E]

Assuming I can think clearly and am not manipulated in any way, then I would choose completion with hopefully no shadow of a doubt. Realistically though, survival instinct and fear of pain or failure might cause me to have second thoughts while I'm preparing for the attempt, which could potentially be carried through to this decision.

 

[Steff1337]

No. If I'm really at the point when I've definitely decided to go, I wouldn't want that anyone prevents me from doing so.

 

[lost_ange1]

Hell no, why would I try to be saved?
It doesn't make sense to me, it takes so much to get to that point to actually do it why would you bail out then?

 

[Orange Cat]

I would only make an attempt if I was sure that it was really what I wanted and I knew I was going to go through with it. If I had any doubts, I wouldn't make a half hearted attempt and tell myself that I can back out if I wanted to . It's too dangerous. If you are that conflicted, you shouldn't go through with it.

 

[LowLevelChimp]

Hard no.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

f no and if anyone intervened/saved/revived me, there would probably be another dead person.

 

[ferrie]

If you want to be saved, then you shouldn't be trying to ctb in the first place

 

[nymb]

also that would be a attention seeking action, as a attention whore i can say that it's worse way to get attention from. In the end you probably get guilty of yourself and be ashamed

 

[UKscotty]

If you are not sure, its best to just ask for direct help.

An attempt will cause a lot of hassle and it risks actually being fatal.

 

[dinosavr]

Na ah, definitely not. If I'm turning blue, please don't save me :)

 

[Darkover]

nope i just want to be free for all time

 

[2messdup]

I would like someone to try to save me but not be able to, just so I know before I go that once in my life, one person had cared what happened to me.

 

[ninfanatic]

No, because if I failed or backed out by the way I want to go now, there would be extra precaution around me never getting it again. I'm chronically suicidal so there would absolutely be a next attempt.

 

[Edpal247]

Hell no!

 

[DunnoWhyButYeah]

Nope. I was saved few years ago and I'm not happy to be here, so hell no.

 

[N33dT0D13]

I'd only wanna be saved if by someone who I know cares for me and will be in my life forever and never abandon or betray me... The main problem being that 1. no such person exists and 2. even if they do, I'm the problem, I wouldn't believe that they are such a person which could end up hurting us both, and I'm too needy for anyone to reasonably be able to placate, I think I'd prefer to die.

 

[Raven_Nevermore]

FUCK NO!!!! I understand some people feel relieved and grateful that they survived a suicide attempt. I'm ALWAYS MORE PISSED THAN EVER.