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VisionW0lf

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I have quite a bit of meds on hand, prescription but haven't been taking them regularly. They're all still in date. I have 90mg of Olanzapine, 340mg of Paroxetine, and 400mg of Restavit (doxylamine succinate) on hand. If I wait a week or 2 I could also have 500+mg bupropion. I've tried overdosing a couple times in the past, I KNOW how unreliable it is in terms of CTB and it'll probably make me suffer more than anything, but at this point I do just want to suffer. Even if it does just fuck me up and not kill me I'm tempted. Was going with partial a couple times but couldn't take that last step for whatever reason, pills just seem so much 'easier' even if there's more room for failure. Do you think all of that will do ANYTHING? Or just a bad head/tummyache like last time I tried? Currently weigh 53kg if it makes much a difference.
Edit: I'm also living with my sister, she has large amounts of Sertraline/Oxycodone/ maybe other stuff she doesn't keep in the pantry. Again, I fully understand that OD is NOT a reliable CTB method. Just wondering what it would do to me if someone with the knowledge reads this.
 
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Forveleth

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I KNOW how unreliable it is in terms of CTB and it'll probably make me suffer more than anything,...
You answered your own question.
 
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You answered your own question.
You said what I came to say after reading the OP's post.

I'm sorry, @VisionW0lf but ODing is a notoriously unreliable way to try to die. I am really sorry you hurt so bad that you are considering a way out that you, yourself, deep down inside, realize is probably not gonna work for you. And will likely make your overall situation worse. 🫂🫂🫂
 
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