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valleyofthedolls

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Oct 17, 2022
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I have SN, meto, and a beta blocker, but I do not have a benzo. I'd like to catch the bus, but I don't want to put myself through significant pain
 
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peewee

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Oct 16, 2025
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i think if you can get benzos try and do it, they are accessible through various telegram dealers and the DWM, or tell your doctor your having panic attacks. you dont need them but it will make it alot smoother....i have alot of anxiety about doing it and i have all the things your supposed to have...i wish someone could be with me but hey....what im not sure about is if we should take antiacid ti reduce pain....im sorry we are so many of us in this boat....i think when i ctb, hopefully soon, i will log in and talk to whos here
 
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