developic
Member
- Aug 8, 2025
- 5
I've been thinking about this for a year or more—like I have no control over my feelings, like I'm becoming just a body without a soul.
In this upset situation, I even created a song… but I didn't like singing
hahaha 
. I forgot the lyrics, but if I find the recording, I'll definitely post it.
Everything started a couple of years ago. I tried to commit suicide, but I failed. I tried to cut my arteries, but it was so hard for me to actually cut, and it was hellishly painful. Like, fuck, I realized I wouldn't die from blood loss—I'd die from the pain.
In this upset situation, I even created a song… but I didn't like singing
hahaha . I forgot the lyrics, but if I find the recording, I'll definitely post it.Everything started a couple of years ago. I tried to commit suicide, but I failed. I tried to cut my arteries, but it was so hard for me to actually cut, and it was hellishly painful. Like, fuck, I realized I wouldn't die from blood loss—I'd die from the pain.
