Working on my suicide plan while in Psych. Frustrated

[Erase.myself]

So on my last post I talked about being sent to psych on a 51/50 hold for opening my fat mouth about my suicide plan to my therapist. I regret it immensely and know this hospital visit can do NOTHING to help me. I was just here three weeks ago and felt the same whje discharged.

Anyways, I'm trying to get prescribed meto while I'm in here, so I can purchase my SN when I get out and be able to ctb..spoke to a doctor about my "intense migraines, doubled with extreme nausea and vomiting" and told him a friend gave me Metoclopramide the other day and it worked so well. His response was ",that's like third on a list. I can give you better prescription." He prescribed be Imitrix for migraine and Zofran for nausea. Im fucking LIVID. Zofran is not going to work with my SN. Im pissed and now I don't know what to.

To top it off I'm currently at Outpatient for my eating disorder and I'm not doing well due to depression and not following meal plan. They wanna send me back to residential which I can't afford. They don't let me return to work due to my depression so now I'll really have no money. If my doctor won't sign off that I can't go back to work (,was supposed to on the 17th) I will end up homeless. I feel like I fail at everything I do. They won't let me work due to depression and I am running out of money. I've been not eating while in hospital thus losing more weight so I'm assuming they want me in residential. Im so fucking DONE.

 

[Deathwish1968]

So sorry to hear that. I have a daughter with an eating disorder who is trying to recover. It is hard. I hope something works out for you soon. Good luck.

 

[Erase.myself]

So sorry to hear that. I have a daughter with an eating disorder who is trying to recover. It is hard. I hope something works out for you soon. Good luck.

Im sorry to hear that your daughter is in the same position. I hope she does well in her recovery process. It's a very difficult mental illness to overcome. And thank you for your kind words.

 

[tothemoon]

So on my last post I talked about being sent to psych on a 51/50 hold for opening my fat mouth about my suicide plan to my therapist. I regret it immensely and know this hospital visit can do NOTHING to help me. I was just here three weeks ago and felt the same whje discharged.

Anyways, I'm trying to get prescribed meto while I'm in here, so I can purchase my SN when I get out and be able to ctb..spoke to a doctor about my "intense migraines, doubled with extreme nausea and vomiting" and told him a friend gave me Metoclopramide the other day and it worked so well. His response was ",that's like third on a list. I can give you better prescription." He prescribed be Imitrix for migraine and Zofran for nausea. Im fucking LIVID. Zofran is not going to work with my SN. Im pissed and now I don't know what to.

To top it off I'm currently at Outpatient for my eating disorder and I'm not doing well due to depression and not following meal plan. They wanna send me back to residential which I can't afford. They don't let me return to work due to my depression so now I'll really have no money. If my doctor won't sign off that I can't go back to work (,was supposed to on the 17th) I will end up homeless. I feel like I fail at everything I do. They won't let me work due to depression and I am running out of money. I've been not eating while in hospital thus losing more weight so I'm assuming they want me in residential. Im so fucking DONE.

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