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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
243
i hate that i have to kill myself and cant just have someone else do it
 
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Sleeper System

Sleeper System

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May 5, 2022
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Word. You can get this done in a place like Mexico or Columbia but not so much in the states.
 
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Pony Slaystation

Member
Jul 28, 2018
78
It wouldn't make sense -- why would someone risk a murder charge for however much you could pay them? And also, why would you trust someone who agreed to kill you that they wouldn't do something even worse than killing you as part of the deal?
 
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darkandtwisty

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Jul 10, 2024
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There was a story CorpseHusband read, a creepypasta I assume, where the writer wrote about doing exactly that. Even though it's fictional, it was fascinating to listen to.
 
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gunmetalblue

Suicidal Jesus
Oct 31, 2025
354
There was a story CorpseHusband read, a creepypasta I assume, where the writer wrote about doing exactly that. Even though it's fictional, it was fascinating to listen to.
I actually vividly remember this story. It was really well written surprisingly.
 
ForeverLonely82

ForeverLonely82

Experienced
Dec 22, 2021
239
I heard Through the Grapevine that you can hire One through the dark web. This was around 2015 though and they only accepted Bitcoin. I doubt that exists Now with plenty of cyber security but I could also be wrong here.
 
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socksnsandles

Experienced
Oct 7, 2025
243
I heard Through the Grapevine that you can hire One through the dark web. This was around 2015 though and they only accepted Bitcoin. I doubt that exists Now with plenty of cyber security but I could also be wrong here.
its all scams
 

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