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lazyegg

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Apr 17, 2023
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i initially planned on making my death look "accidental" so that it doesnt bring as much pain to my mother finding me. but i now want to wear something nice before i CTB because i want to feel at peace when i die. it feels vain, worrying about my appearances when im hurting my remaining family left.
i feel immense shame for wanting to wear something decent in dire times like this. but at least, it will be a final gesture to the body that housed me.
ironically, these matters will be all trivial because death is imminent in the end.
 
Gaga786

Gaga786

The Odds Are Never In My favour
May 3, 2020
470
Usual shorts and tshirt or pyjamas so I feel comfortable and others think im asleep
 
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CW36

CW36

➕〰️➰
Jul 23, 2023
839
Aside from clothes, my cross chain.
'With God, Anything Is Possible'
 
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lazyegg

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Apr 17, 2023
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Aside from clothes, my cross chain.
'With God, Anything Is Possible'
i lost my gold cross necklace; time to look for it :,(
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,809
If I had a reliable suicide plan that I felt confident in all that would be important to me is succeeding. I would just wear the same kind of clothes that I usually wear, it just wouldn't matter to me as after all if I was going to ctb soon enough I would be completely unaware of everything, nothing could matter to me once I'm finally free from this existence.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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Probably just regular home clothes as I plan my CTB at home when the time has come. There's nothing special about it.
 
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imonadeadline

imonadeadline

Call me Line! :P
Aug 15, 2023
83
I don't think I'm gonna be glamming myself up when I do it, lol. If I'm it at home, I'll wear my usual oversized tshirt + pajamas combo. I'll be laying on the floor mattress with the AC on anyway, might as well dress the part. If I decide to do it outdoors (which basically means that I'm jumping to ctb), I'll wear red clothes. Maybe my red sweater and dark jeans. The blood would be less noticeable that way.
 
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lazyegg

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Apr 17, 2023
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I don't think I'm gonna be glamming myself up when I do it, lol. If I'm it at home, I'll wear my usual oversized tshirt + pajamas combo. I'll be laying on the floor mattress with the AC on anyway, might as well dress the part. If I decide to do it outdoors (which basically means that I'm jumping to ctb), I'll wear red clothes. Maybe my red sweater and dark jeans. The blood would be less noticeable that way.
oversized tshirts are so comfy to slouch around in as an agoraphobe :)
 
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imonadeadline

imonadeadline

Call me Line! :P
Aug 15, 2023
83
oversized tshirts are so comfy to slouch around in as an agoraphobe :)
fr. i've got three white ones that i stole from my dad's cabinet lol and i just love sleeping in them during the cold rainy nights.
 
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kl44r

Member
Aug 15, 2023
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i was thinking about my favourite white dress since i plan to do it outdoors. Tbh i want to feel positive about it so i want to look nice and spend my last moments on earth doing things i enjoy. I know my family or friends wont find me cause im gonna do it outside of my city.
 
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ctvunny

dead
Jun 18, 2023
115
Just in my pj, adds to the comfort
 
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Kikoo

Kikoo

Sing me to sleep ♡
Jun 12, 2023
165
spaghetti strap crop top + shorts my favorite outfit
 
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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
426
Never thought about it, really. It depends on the method. Maybe a nice 3 piece suit if I go out and get wasted before it.
 
_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
291
i initially planned on making my death look "accidental" so that it doesnt bring as much pain to my mother finding me. but i now want to wear something nice before i CTB because i want to feel at peace when i die. it feels vain, worrying about my appearances when im hurting my remaining family left.
i feel immense shame for wanting to wear something decent in dire times like this. but at least, it will be a final gesture to the body that housed me.
ironically, these matters will be all trivial because death is imminent in the end.
I will be wearing jeans, t-shirt and a coat. Why? Because I decide to CTB at an airport. My choice of death will be starvation, or jumping from the 13th floor of Manchester Airport's Terminal 1 car park. In the meantime, I will die as a happy man watching planes.
 
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NoHorizon

Experienced
Nov 22, 2022
288
I did think about putting on a nice suit, but then realised I'll likely puke all over it and it won't be very comfortable to wear while dying. So probably just normal comfy clothes, jeans and a t shirt and a hoodie if it's cold.
 
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bluebus

meet me at the back of the blue bus
Aug 5, 2023
424
something comfortable
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,866
Nothing but a pair of loose fitting shorts
 

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